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L9my

L9my

they are dead, for they have no dreams
Nov 22, 2024
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most likely by myself
 
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CocoToxBase

CocoToxBase

Experienced
Jan 8, 2024
289
by myself in case the other person panics and calls for help
 
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TheBroken

TheBroken

What Really Matters Anymore?
Feb 13, 2022
244
By myself. Don't want to have a bad outcome because partner wasn't stable enough to do their part or causes issues. My setup is only for one anyway as my tank has 2.5x the amount of nitrogen for one person but not enough if another person wastes the gas at the same time. The nitrogen method is easier than I thought and parts plus gas not hard to obtain.
 
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Sergeant45

Sergeant45

Member
Jun 11, 2025
78
At first, I thought I'd do it by myself the entire life until I met a potential partner here.
But if the plan blows, I'll just leave the world as I was born - alone. No problem.
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Mage
May 7, 2025
506
I expect I will go out alone just as I have spent my entire life. I have put feelers out on this forum through the partners thread but honestly don't have a lot of hope of finding a compatible partner.
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
138
Will you ctb by yourself or with someone?
If I'm going to kill myself I would definitely do it completely by myself. The only person I would want to die with is my partner and he has too much of a will to live and fear of death to likely ever take his own life.
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

Specialist
May 20, 2025
382
In 50 years I've never considered ctb with another person. I'd have to know the other person first. Trust them to not screw things up.
 
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jazzcat621

jazzcat621

My heart for the whole world
Jun 30, 2025
42
I want someone to be there when I CTB, whether or not we go together. I spent all my life chasing affection and love and care, I want to have it when I go.
 
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Nobodi

Nobodi

Student
Sep 24, 2024
107
The decision is too personal for me I rather do it by myself I wouldn't want someone with me.
 
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plan c

plan c

My last resort.
Nov 8, 2022
148
Dying together sound poetic and romantic, while dying alone sounds more realistic anyway
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Mage
May 7, 2025
506
I want someone to be there when I CTB, whether or not we go together. I spent all my life chasing affection and love and care, I want to have it when I go.
This is what sold me on the notion of trying to find a partner. I mean, I haven't been able to find a partner in life so the odds are not good that I could find one in death... but it would be nice to have some semblance of companionship in my final moments. Even if it is fleeting and temporary and then I'm gone, at least for one tiny moment i could get a taste of not being alone, maybe.
 
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bankai

bankai

Enlightened
Mar 16, 2025
1,965
Probably alone. And impulsively. Going with a partner requires extensive planning and prepping. Emotions also get involved. Good chance of failure and survival instinct kicking in.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
2,302
I hate people (no offense to all of you lovelies). Last thing I want to do is spend my dying moments with someone else.
 
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zardoz

Member
May 21, 2025
16
I understand the partner approach is often to have someone there to provide support, comfort and companionship in your final moments, not necessarily to CTB as well themselves at the same time.
A bit like what a hospice nurse might do.
Why they would do this for a stranger or someone they have only met recently just for this purpose is not so well understood, perhaps.

It's risky for them as if they are sought and found afterwards by the authorities, assisting someone to die is illegal or at best strictly controlled in most countries, and this can open them up to prosecution for very serious criminal charges.
In the UK people have been prosecuted and ended up in prison for helping their terminally ill partners end their lives, when the authorities and the law only forces them to carry on in extreme suffering with no hope of any improvement, as if any semblance of life must be clung on to at any cost. and we are not able or permitted to have any say in this ourselves. It's a nonsense for sure.

Having someone there is something I have considered, but I would probably go alone though mostly for simplicity.
 
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NonEssential

NonEssential

Hanging in there
Jan 15, 2025
457
Alone. I've heard that there have been cases where the partner actually doesn't want to go through with it, but will ctb with you due to guilt, emotional pressure or any other reason. I wouldn't want someone taking their own life because of me.
 
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33K1LLM3

33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sick Mind
Jun 28, 2025
79
First I was like, do it myself.
That hasn't worked though.
Now I'm like, yes a partner will do.
And so far it's kinda working.
 
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Hangman.

Hangman.

Member
May 22, 2025
16
I will of course do it alone and peacefully. There is no way I can convince myself to suicide with someone else.
 
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unluckysadness

Member
Jul 9, 2025
22
Alone. Always been alone so it's ok to leave alone. Just sad for the people who'll find my body
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,734
I'd wish to find peace from this dreadful and torturous alone and far away from other people, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want to disappear from this existence, I always wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.
 
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KimDokja

KimDokja

Constellation
Apr 19, 2025
3
CTB with a partner sounds comforting, but it's nothing more than a wish. It would be impossible for me to find someone, so I'll go alone. I'm okay with that too lol
 
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