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ChinUp

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Jul 6, 2025
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Will you ctb by yourself or with someone?
 
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Rynalia

Rynalia

くたばりぞこない
Apr 22, 2025
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Alone.

The only way I'd ever ctb with someone else is if they've become so close to me that they managed to open me up completely.

But if I had someone like that, I'd probably want to be around for them (read: I'd be absolutely obsessed with them). I'd stick around until they had enough with life and wanted to go too (which may never happen), then at that time it would be a partner suicide instead.

Buuuut... My walls are too thick, and no one wants to deal with that, so alone I go!
 
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Dejected 55

Enlightened
May 7, 2025
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I don't think it matters for me ultimately, because I don't think I'm going to find someone to exit life with any more than I've been able to find anyone to live life with...
 
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