Ctb becauese cant get a girl

[Samsara]

No girl has ever been attracted to me. Is it normal I have suicidal thoughts because of that? Not only that but its a big part of my depression.

I think anyone would feel the same way in your position. Humans weren't meant to be alone - we're a social species, and everyone deserves to have someone to love and be loved by.

 

[noname223]

This week I talked with 2 women in real life who were not relatives of me. Yeah I am making progress. LIke we talked 5 minutes. What a huge success. I think I should go now to recovery and forget all my suicidal thoughts.
Like honestly with my mental state I cannot judge any woman who denies me. The last crush (almost 2 years ago) probably thought I was too much of a freak. At least this is what I assume. I am just a wreck. I am always instable and when I have a crush I often get paranoid. This fucked up the situation more than once. Or I get manic whatever.
This game is rigged. It was rigged from the start. And this will only end when I die.

 

[Illcryaboutitlater]

No girl has ever been attracted to me. Is it normal I have suicidal thoughts because of that? Not only that but its a big part of my depression.

I get it man, i consider myself part of the asexual spectrum so i only have ever liked 7 people in my entire life. Had hard times with almost all of them.

I can say that it's definitely the reason I'm going to CTB. I admire you for even lasting past 30 because I really don't think I could.

Its been awful tbh hahah.