Help Come to my flat take SN with me

[Octavina]

I need to find someone UK London based that can get into the county of S****y, I am too scared to do this alone because last time I had no antiemetics and it was traumatic for me. I have two bottles of this the other one still sealed, powered slightly yellow it's legit since it same one I bought last year. Idc who you are I just don't want to die alone I'm scared and I can't say bye to anyone

 

[WornOutLife]

If I lived in the UK, I would certainly join you.
However, I'd rather we go to a hotel in case one of us survives somehow.

Have you checked the partners megathread? You might find someone there.

Here's the link:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/

 

[Octavina]

If I lived in the UK, I would certainly join you.
However, I'd rather we go to a hotel in case one of us survives somehow.

Have you checked the partners megathread? You might find someone there.

Here's the link:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/

Oh I never knew about that thank you so much for the help

 

[contemplatingjaahil]

Im interested but im not planning to ctb until the summer, sorry
Could u let me know where u brought the SN from though? Thank u

 

[bad luck]

View attachment 63539I need to find someone UK London based that can get into the county of S****y, I am too scared to do this alone because last time I had no antiemetics and it was traumatic for me. I have two bottles of this the other one still sealed, powered slightly yellow it's legit since it same one I bought last year. Idc who you are I just don't want to die alone I'm scared and I can't say bye to anyone

I would gladly go. But I live in Spain and my English is pretty bad. Dying just must be horrible, at least for me.

If I lived in the UK, I would certainly join you.
However, I'd rather we go to a hotel in case one of us survives somehow.

Have you checked the partners megathread? You might find someone there.

Here's the link:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...read-the-rules-on-page-1-before-posting.1253/

That's my plan. I'd rather die undisturbed. I don't live alone now and it would be impossible. There are soundproof hotels. If I gasp for 20 minutes no one will bother me (I hope)

 

[KleinerWolf]

Why is it traumatic if it's taken on its own?
I need to know...

 

[bad luck]

It meant to die alone. It seems sad to me, not the fact of dying. I am not afraid of death, only the process, especially if it is painful.

 

[Tesha]

With respect for your choice about yourself and your death, it's really not ok to try and coerce others. I'm not trying to be the SS policeman (honestly!), but I just don't think it's in the spirit of this site. Happy to be challenged on my views.

 

[Octavina]

Why is it traumatic if it's taken on its own?
I need to know...

I projectile vomited for what seemed like hours and my body felt like it was on fire and can't stand up dizzy vision starting to blur but not enough to ctb because I threw up too much

 

[bad luck]

I projectile vomited for what seemed like hours and my body felt like it was on fire and can't stand up dizzy vision starting to blur but not enough to ctb because I threw up too much

What method did you use? If you want to answer and my question does not bother you.

 

[loopylou]

Hi please pm me . I'm looking for another female to ctb with

 

[Octavina]

With respect for your choice about yourself and your death, it's really not ok to try and coerce others. I'm not trying to be the SS policeman (honestly!), but I just don't think it's in the spirit of this site. Happy to be challenged on my views.

I have no one
Alon four walls and my teddy bear toys

What method did you use? If you want to answer and my question does not bother you.

SN but i had no antiemetics or painkillers, plus I didn't fast so the issue is my fault I think.

 

[EmbraceOfTheVoid]

This probably goes without saying but you shouldn't trust strangers with something like this especially if you're a woman. There are predators, pro-lifers, and awful people on this forum that dont have your best interests at heart.

 

[Nigh]

Hi please pm me . I'm looking for another female to ctb with

What is your chosen method?

 

[I want to end it]

Im interested but im not planning to ctb until the summer, sorry
Could u let me know where u brought the SN from though? Thank u

who is that in your avatar?

 

[sadhuman2]

SN does not sound like a painless or good method to me considering the stuff i have read about it on here. It sounds painful and not even guaranteed.

 

[lofticries]

SN is honestly a mixed bag. Some say it is horrible while others say it is painless. I think it depends on how you prepare (make sure you fast for 24 hrs) and your body's overall health(weight and other health conditions). Regarding death most people survive because someone discovers them earlier than the period they're supposed to be left alone.

I'm very mixed about the whole suicide partners thing. I can see the appeal since you won't be lonely in the process however nobody is ever on the same wave length when it comes to ctb. I think it would put more pressure on the situation and lead to more complications. But that's just my opinion. Hopefully it'll work out for the op and whoever she decides to ctb with.

 

[UterEntonaur]

This probably goes without saying but you shouldn't trust strangers with something like this especially if you're a woman. There are predators, pro-lifers, and awful people on this forum that dont have your best interests at heart.

^^ This, so much this, all of this!

I need to find someone UK London based that can get into the county of S****y, I am too scared to do this alone because last time I had no antiemetics and it was traumatic for me. I have two bottles of this the other one still sealed, powered slightly yellow it's legit since it same one I bought last year. Idc who you are I just don't want to die alone I'm scared and I can't say bye to anyone

You have us - you are not alone - and we will all support you and always be there for you.... but please-please-please think carefully before meeting anyone in person that you don't know!

There's other safe ways to communicate, but if you still want someone to be there physically then please vet them carefully and pay attention to your instincts, some people won't have your best interests to heart (and time/eagerness/rushing to meet is usually a good indicator on this)

 

[bad luck]

SN but i had no antiemetics or painkillers, plus I didn't fast so the issue is my fault I think.

Wow, sorry it didn't work out. Did they find you? How did you feel ? If you have a thread explaining it, I would appreciate it. My method is SN too and I don't have antiemetics yet. It's the only thing I'm missing. Thanks.

 

[I want to end it]

SN is honestly a mixed bag. Some say it is horrible while others say it is painless. I think it depends on how you prepare (make sure you fast for 24 hrs) and your body's overall health(weight and other health conditions). Regarding death most people survive because someone discovers them earlier than the period they're supposed to be left alone.

I'm very mixed about the whole suicide partners thing. I can see the appeal since you won't be lonely in the process however nobody is ever on the same wave length when it comes to ctb. I think it would put more pressure on the situation and lead to more complications. But that's just my opinion. Hopefully it'll work out for the op and whoever she decides to ctb with.

have you read the pph? according the observed account in their, it looks peaceful. although there have been cases on the forum where it doesn't appear that way.

 

[EmbraceOfTheVoid]

SN does not sound like a painless or good method to me considering the stuff i have read about it on here. It sounds painful and not even guaranteed.

It's guaranteed if you follow the instructions. People fail because they are found early, not because SN isn't lethal. If you expect death to be completely painless then you probably shouldn't be on here. The most painful thing is vomiting and that's uncomfortable at best.

 

[lofticries]

have you read the pph? according the observed account in their, it looks peaceful. although there have been cases on the forum where it doesn't appear that way.

No,not yet. I've mostly been snooping around threads regarding this method and from what i've read the results are mixed. At least nothing terrible happens to the point where the person is flailing around in agony though. It still is a pretty quick method all things considered. I'd definitely go the sn route rather than drowning, hanging, or shooting myself. Some may prefer those routes I listed though. It all depends on the person.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

I haven't been to someone's flat in ten years.

 

[I want to end it]

It's guaranteed if you follow the instructions. People fail because they are found early, not because SN isn't lethal. If you expect death to be completely painless then you probably shouldn't be on here. The most painful thing is vomiting and that's uncomfortable at best.

N is supposed to be truly peaceful but hard to get

 

[Octavina]

Update had emotional breakdown and have family comvince me to not confront the man who molested me. This is why I want to ctb because I can't live after this trauma
I promised her to throw the SN away, but I have 1 bottle left it is more than enough I think for me and someone else who is willing to be my partner
I'm desperate, need to find some otc antiemetics unless the person who joins me can provide?

 

[bad luck]

I'm sorry for what happened to you. It's a horrible thing. I'm so sorry. How much injustice

 

[Octavina]

I'm sipping small amounts to try and get used to the taste again but the remory of how disgusting and nausea it tasted and made me feel I don't know what to do no more. Maybe someone can bring a needle and inject it into my veins? I'm being serious

 

[xkidx]

i would be willing but i cant for a while

 

[bad luck]

I'm sipping small amounts to try and get used to the taste again but the remory of how disgusting and nausea it tasted and made me feel I don't know what to do no more. Maybe someone can bring a needle and inject it into my veins? I'm being serious

I can understand you to some extent because I was psychologically abused. Obviously not the same. And I feel those moments when I really want to do it. But don't do anything impulsive. If you have an anxiolytic to sleep and anesthetize the pain a little ... It's what I do. I would not like to be deprived of CTB for recklessness. But I'm also not one to tell people what to do. It is better to be patient than not regret later. A hug

 

[lofticries]

Update had emotional breakdown and have family comvince me to not confront the man who molested me. This is why I want to ctb because I can't live after this trauma
I promised her to throw the SN away, but I have 1 bottle left it is more than enough I think for me and someone else who is willing to be my partner
I'm desperate, need to find some otc antiemetics unless the person who joins me can provide?

I'm so sorry that you're going through something as awful as this. I agree that you shouldn't go anywhere near that monster. At least your family is aware of what happened.

Please be careful with what ever decision you make next. It might be worth the risk to ctb and hope for a better out come than last time but that still doesn't change the fact that it could be a repeat. Only this time you'll most likely have your freedom taken away after.

Also please be careful with whoever you decide to ctb with. Not everyone can be trusted easily.