- Oct 19, 2021
Im so sorry to read about your suffering. it.so.cruel.as im in a similar dilemma. There's very little-known medical help.for me. I.feel like im.withering.away. Can you.not.get medical help?.HI, I have since my 16 birthday unknow genetic disease which is slowly altering my metabolism rate, after 11 years my metabolism is so slow that I barely eat, almost any food makes me feel like garbage, I can not even drink too much water because of it. I have kidney pain which radiate from back, also neck pain, headaches, my bones are like glass and I feel pain in them, cracking all the time. I have stomach pain. Since my metabolism rate went down I developed brain fog, chronic fatigue and serious deppresion. I spend most of my day in bed unable to do anything, I have trouble even to prepare for suicide because how I lack strenght, but I dont have any other choice, despite loving life I have to do this and its haunting me, my other option is wait until this kills me and I dont wanna suffer more I feel overwhelmed by life by burden that was put on me, I fought this health issues really hard and I believed that I will fix this but life is raw a cruel and I dont live in fairytale where everything turns to be good. I feel traped and I can not do anything about that, dont wanna die, dont wanna suffer and dont wanna suicide.