Check- In How are you feeling 1-10?

[StolenLife]

Eh, not that bad today. I'll give it a 7.

 

[cactusflower]

2

Dealing with grief of death and lost relationship, but I did drive to see family today so it wasn't all bad.

 

[Unsure and Useless]

7, I believe I'm starting to "relapse" again as my thoughts are dipping into CTB ideation every once in a while.

Glad to know that there's still a community here if I do fall back into my spiral.

 

[CarambaAlbum]

1

The enemies are winning. I'm planning on CTB very soon. No one is my friend, they're all feds. It's all starting to come apart now. Fucking pigs trying to get into my head. They called them on me, they sicked them like dogs.

 

[love_peep]

3
In fact, things are very bad and most likely I will Ctb At the end of this week

 

[LunarEcho]

5
My muscle pain has subsided.

 

[beyondbreath]

1


Had to put cat to sleep yesterday. In awful pain emotionally. Big headache. Wish god would strike me dead.

 

[whywere]

1


Had to put cat to sleep yesterday. In awful pain emotionally. Big headache. Wish god would strike me dead.

I cried reading this, as I have had to do the same thing and I REALLY want you to know that I care about you and that we are ALL together in this step by step.

HUGE hugs to you with the knowledge that you are a good friend.

If I may ask, is there a new kitty to help you heal? That has worked for me in the past.

HUGS, LOVE and the brightest sunrise in this world to you, as we walk together always.

Walter

 

[beyondbreath]

I cried reading this, as I have had to do the same thing and I REALLY want you to know that I care about you and that we are ALL together in this step by step.

HUGE hugs to you with the knowledge that you are a good friend.

If I may ask, is there a new kitty to help you heal? That has worked for me in the past.

HUGS, LOVE and the brightest sunrise in this world to you, as we walk together always.

Walter

I have a second kitty who is still with me, thankfully. Probably the main reason I'm not dead right now.

Thank you

 

[4Icarus]

It was a 3/10 when i got on here and now its like a 6.
Thank you sasu for keeping me distracted from the loneliness spiral and implications of losing support for starting work again, very excellent and also cool of you genuinely.

 

[verminnnn]

less than one. i'm pulling a geographic next week so i know i can't die right now, but i also know the sn is locked in a cupboard upstairs, and that it would mean a very sweet relief from a terminally lonely existence

 

[Someplace_nice]

About 5/10, last week to yesterday wasn't very good but, husband and I had a talk and he really listened for the first time in a while, I did tell him that I was considering taking a break and he started to cry bc he didn't notice how much stress I was holding and how little he's been paying attention to me. He is starting to act like he used to and we aren't fighting a lot anymore so far.

 

[uzl lover]

6/10

 

[verminnnn]

today was okay. i don't have a number for it. i love my job, secretly, but sometimes the effort it takes to do it is just so much it breaks me. i had a panic attack in the shower and my mother had to come into the bathroom to hold me so i could breathe

 

[Irisse]

2/10. I failed my second exam yesterday. I have my next chance on the 22nd but I think nothing will come out of it. Also my family members are getting harassed by unknown people. The only reason why it's not 1/10 is because I passed the first exam on the 1st of September.

 

[brokenspirited]

3/10

 

[shampoo sniffer]

4/10 just came out of a panic attack

 

[isaac clarke]

Probably 2. I tried talking to someone and got the same response: "get therapy. You need to see a shrink. I dont know how to respond."

Ironic how people who tote around their "non-dualist" beliefs suddenly switch up when I tell them I deserve every single thorn in my side, everything bad, and that I want to get worse. Yeah. Suddenly they start sounding like everyone else.

 

[ahopelessgirl]

Feel free to rate how you're doing from 1-10 and/or give few sentences. Either one is fine too. Try to avoid responding as this is meant to be more of a vent thread. Reactions are welcomed.

4. Today wasn't bad but I'm still depressed.

 

[Redacted24]

I'm going with 3 tonight.
My immediate family left me, and now a minor interaction with an old friend has turned into them telling me good bye too.
It seems I'm pretty despicable and awful, no matter how hard I try to be kind.
It's discouraging.

 

[12-hour Kitten]

3/10. Didn't cry much today and managed to stay for most of my uni classes but I'm still so exhausted. Struggling to continue on. Wish I was normal :/

 

[AbandonedGirl]

0. Dragged myself to pc, no energy, tired.

 

[INYGTRMTFMO]

4/10. Work is stressing me out, and my body hurts. I'm nosediving into a burnout and have no feasible way of stopping it. But my kid is cute, and I had a soft pretzel for dinner.

 

[orpheus_]

7/10. Existence doesn't hurt, weirdly. I also felt something which I guess could be hapiness? Way too lucky today