Check- In How are you feeling 1-10?

[Pallf]

A 4 right now. Might go a point higher though because we're having tacos tonight, but yeah today has been sucky.

 

[Josh007]

Fewer panic attacks 5/10 .

 

[Vy0kxZen]

3 starting to stop taking care of myself in basic ways again even though i started getting better at it a few days ago and im back to self harming because i feel shit over situations i put myself in gonna just hope tomorrow goes better

 

[Tristan]

2 so not in the mood for this endless summer heat! Grrrrr

 

[☆AwaitingEntropy☆]

4, feeling a little lonely and bored

 

[ImsooDone1N]

4/10 Depressed, lonely & Suffering... -but still here.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

2.5/10.0 Not Feelin this. Plus No One Give A Shit About Me. I don't know why i expect that anyone would.

 

[absurd_to_the_end]

4/10, no hope but no determination either

 

[ejpikl]

3 for the past week consistently. i guess it's just how it's been. get really bad, inch a bit towards suicide, get better, get worse again. wonder if this'll be the end of that cycle :p

 

[ImsooDone1N]

2.5/10.00 -> no change really as nothing has happened in the past 24hrs. I just dissociated and tried to zone out and not be "here"

 

[Vines]

I don't know how to rate how I am feeling, I mean currently I don't feel much. I have had FAR worse days many years ago but yet now I feel more committed than ever
to end it all but now I just feel neutral. I don't know how to rate that. I guess a 5/10?? I don't know, how do you rate something like that?

 

[Pallf]

7/10. I've been on my feet for work this weekend. My feet feel like they're going to fall off and my legs don't feel much better. I'm getting paid though and I had a nice dinner.

 

[L I F E T O L O S E]

0

 

[Pedronte]

A solid 3. Feeling tired and sick.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

2.5 / 10.00 - no change again. Again, nothing has happened in the past 24h. mostly slept (approx. 13.5h) - I've been sleeping >12h day whenever possible. Sleeping life away. Would feel better if I was in a cabin or campervan in the woods or somewhere nice and isolated. Then I wouldnt feel as if i were missing out on anything in life.

 

[bed]

2/10. Feel miserable and exhausted from life. Currently in a pain flare. Being in constant pain and no meds are really helping. Plus dealing with MH problems on top of it, all feels too much. I don't even know what I'm doing, merely existing in a daze. Weeks go by and I hardly notice until it's too late.

 

[akana]

minus 9000

 

[Pallf]

5/10. Work is work

 

[Foresight]

5/10. Work is work

Well said. Same.

 

[Molded foundation]

10

 

[Guend]

2/10. I am tired, angry, disappointed, unhappy with life. I had plans and dreams that will never come true.

 

[WhatPowerIs]

A 5 or a 6 out of 10 maybe. The forum may actually be making my mood worse.

 

[slushy]

A 5 or a 6 out of 10 maybe. The forum may actually be making my mood worse.

Get off of here then friend! Try your hardest to save yourself, to better yourself. If this site isn't helping you in what you need to do, take care of yourself <3


As for me? 8 or 9, awesome as a possum! I'm finally getting my plan in order and the day I'll be free is drawing nearer continually. It's a relief to just be able to relax with no worries because there is not much of great importance to you when you know you're going to die soon. I'm making great progress, all I need to do is finish my goodbye notes (almost done!) and decide whether I'm going for full or partial suspension. I've got a few months until my time to go so I'm just doing research and weighing the options.

 

[WhatPowerIs]

Get off of here then friend! Try your hardest to save yourself, to better yourself. If this site isn't helping you in what you need to do, take care of yourself <3


As for me? 8 or 9, awesome as a possum! I'm finally getting my plan in order and the day I'll be free is drawing nearer continually. It's a relief to just be able to relax with no worries because there is not much of great importance to you when you know you're going to die soon. I'm making great progress, all I need to do is finish my goodbye notes (almost done!) and decide whether I'm going for full or partial suspension. I've got a few months until my time to go so I'm just doing research and weighing the options.

I'm glad you're doing well! Yeah maybe it is best I get off the forum.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

1, could be worse.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

0.25/10.00 - I feel so horrible, but as I've been reminded above - shit can (and often will) get worse. This has been the worst year of my life.

 

[eliza23]

4 I guess, I mean I managed to look and seem happy today even though I was feeling, well sad, lonely, empty, scared, and I was feeling very miserable. life sucks and it still does but i feel like the problem is me not the world but who knows cuz I sure don't. But whatever, I'm to tired and I'm becoming even more tired every passing day mostly mentally though but still sucks.

 

[Lain8]

I'm feeling at a 5, worked out yesterday but slept too long. My depression is active but more on the back of my mind.

 

[Lefty]

2/10 as of right now.

 

[Blondie]

3 - feel unwell and unloved