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rest2love

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Nov 5, 2021
23
Hi all,

I believe my brother may have had an active account on this forum based on the method he used. He recently passed away. I am wondering if anyone wants to chat about recovery, suicide, anything?
 
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graveflower

druidess
Nov 18, 2025
34
I am so sorry for your loss- are you referring to the person I am thinking of? He had posted a few weeks ago or so. Please don't feel pressured to answer anything that you don't want to- but I am willing to talk to you right now. How are you feeling about everything, though? Are you okay?
 
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pechaberry

Member
Apr 29, 2026
71
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine the pain of losing a brother. I have no idea how to comfort someone, but if you need to chat or vent I will listen. I hope that you can find some peace. If he was using this site then it would seem he was really suffering. I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine the pain of losing a brother. I have no idea how to comfort someone, but if you need to chat or vent I will listen. I hope that you can find some peace. If he was using this site then it would seem he was really suffering. I'm so sorry.
 
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rest2love

Member
Nov 5, 2021
23
I am so sorry for your loss- are you referring to the person I am thinking of? He had posted a few weeks ago or so. Please don't feel pressured to answer anything that you don't want to- but I am willing to talk to you right now. How are you feeling about everything, though? Are you okay?
probably not; we can chat if you'd like. ill DM.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine the pain of losing a brother. I have no idea how to comfort someone, but if you need to chat or vent I will listen. I hope that you can find some peace. If he was using this site then it would seem he was really suffering. I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine the pain of losing a brother. I have no idea how to comfort someone, but if you need to chat or vent I will listen. I hope that you can find some peace. If he was using this site then it would seem he was really suffering. I'm so sorry.
i followed you so we can chat, thanks so much.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm sorry for your loss. My DM is always open!
 
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OccasionalVisitor

Wanderer
Apr 3, 2024
8
Im sorry for your loss. I hope you can keep your head up despite the grief. I have a few siblings of my own and I couldn't imagine losing any one of them, and I imagine they'd feel the same about me. Im not great at handling this sorta thing, but I hope the others above can help give you some solace. Again, im so sorry for your loss.
 
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PainWorseThanDeath

I wish it could have been any other way.
Apr 29, 2026
86
It's reading post like these that changed my mind. I could just imagine my parents, my fiance, or my kids coming back to this forum posting similarly....

I am sorry for your loss, but I am glad that you're here. Please know that your presence makes a difference, at least for me. Seeing this post just reminded me, yet again today, why it a
is I cannot follow through with my plan.

Thank you for this.
 
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rest2love

Member
Nov 5, 2021
23
It's reading post like these that changed my mind. I could just imagine my parents, my fiance, or my kids coming back to this forum posting similarly....

I am sorry for your loss, but I am glad that you're here. Please know that your presence makes a difference, at least for me. Seeing this post just reminded me, yet again today, why it a
is I cannot follow through with my plan.

Thank you for this.
I'm wishing you the best dude. If you need to chat you can message me. I guess at some level, I realise it is a personal decision. My brother is finally free from all of his pain and suffering, but I am so angry with him that he left me here, when he promised that he would keep me safe. I remember him promising me.
 
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paranoid

Member
Apr 11, 2026
11
I am heartbroken to hear this news, and I am so sorry for your loss. Please know that you are welcome here, and I am open to talking about whatever you need. You are not alone.
 

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