Catching the bus tonight

[NeCkDeEp]

I took 3 full spoons of SN (my kitchen scale died rip) but if I'm still alive without any problems at 4.30 am then I'll try 3 more spoons, swalling is the key to not vomiting.

And if I don't pass out after 4.30 then the SN I have might be a scammmm bruh

 

[Skyview]

I haven't got any other signs so far, I'm just laughing here because what if I got scammed.
It says on eBay 99,9% however the label says 'sodium nitrate', I contacted the seller and he confirmed that it is nitrite so ????

getting scammed is a possibility ...

 

[Ark]

Uh, if the label says Nitrate, and it is Nitrate, your nightly plans are going to be changed.

 

[Skyview]

I took 3 full spoons of SN (my kitchen scale died rip) but if I'm still alive without any problems at 4.30 am then I'll try 3 more spoons, swalling is the key to not vomiting.

And if I don't pass out after 4.30 then the SN I have might be a scammmm bruh

Is there some way you can check the purity before taking anymore ? Just to be on the safe side !

 

[Farmmaa]

Well if it doesnt work this time-atleast u can have that curry you fancied! theres always another time to board the bus.

And a big gooey pan of lasagna.
Probably the cravings holding you back

Really hope you didn't get scammed and all works out

 

[NeCkDeEp]

I haven't got any other signs so far, I'm just laughing here because what if I got scammed.
It says on eBay 99,9% however the label says 'sodium nitrate', I contacted the seller and he confirmed that it is nitrite so ????

getting scammed is a possibility ...

I don't hope so lol.

Uh, if the label says Nitrate, and it is Nitrate, your nightly plans are going to be changed.

I asked the seller and the seller's reply was: It is sodium nitrite spelling can be confusing IE: Chile saltpeter nitratine, nitratite or soda niter. Best regards

Is there some way you can check the purity before taking anymore ? Just to be on the safe side !

It only says 'sodium nitrate meat cure' on the label and the eBay link says sodium nitrite 99,9%

And a big gooey pan of lasagna.
Probably the cravings holding you back

Really hope you didn't get scammed and all works out

Honestly I just wanna die, I was so excited to ctb and wow almost one hour ago and I'm still alive huh

 

[jgm63]

Note : testing method :
People in the SN megathread put a few drops of blood in a little of the powder (or vice versa); if the blood turns brown it means the SN is doing its thing

 

[fightingsioux]

I'm doing okay thank you, I'm hungry and don't know or it would affect anything if I'd eat curry for the last time?

Thank you so much.

If you want to ctb then please take your time to think about it and if needed to organize things, please don't rush anything.
If you decide to ctb: I hope that you'll find the peace you were looking for.

Thank you so much.


I really appreciate every single comment here, the private messages / chats and the fact that y'all are keeping me company until I take SN

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I took 3 full spoons of SN (my kitchen scale died rip) but if I'm still alive without any problems at 4.30 am then I'll try 3 more spoons, swalling is the key to not vomiting.

And if I don't pass out after 4.30 then the SN I have might be a scammmm bruh

My friend, just my opinion:

No one here really has anything crucial to tell you at this point. Turn off your computer.

Take a deep breath. Calm down if you can. Go to the bathroom. Turn off the lights. Go to bed.

If you don't wake up in the morning, it worked. If you do wake up, it didn't and move on from there.

This forum will still be here.

 

[NeCkDeEp]

Note : testing method :
People in the SN megathread put a few drops of blood in a little of the powder (or vice versa); if the blood turns brown it means the SN is doing its thing

Okay I'm gonna do that but I will delete my history and everything in case I pass out. I will come back if I didn't pass out to let you guys know
Thank you

 

[jgm63]

"You can test it by nicking your finger for a droplet of blood. If the blood turns brown when in contact with your SN, it's good."

 

[EBEN30]

I haven't got any other signs so far, I'm just laughing here because what if I got scammed.
It says on eBay 99,9% however the label says 'sodium nitrate', I contacted the seller and he confirmed that it is nitrite so ????

Honestly I thought about trynacbt as well because why is it taking so long huh. I'm even in doubt whether I'll die tonight or nah. Thank you so much

Thank you so much, can't wait to have you joining sooon!! I hope you'll find the peace you were looking for.

Thank you so much for your kind words, wish you all the best as well

I'm still alive, wondering why I haven't died yet jsjsjsjejd

This is unusual, it's possible it's not the right substance from what you're saying.

One way to test is to take a blood same from yourself just a few drops and put the salt on the blood, if it turns a very dark chocolate brown then you're good.

I tested my SN this way and my blood turned dark.

It is unusual you're still fully responsive at this point, not impossible it's just taking time to work though.

I'm so sorry this didn't go as smoothly as you planned, I hope you're OK.

 

[Meant2Die]

Well did you ever get the heart palpitations bc that's a very strong SN kind of symptom (when your heart tries to pump more blood bc your brain sends a message that its too short on oxygen).
If you dont feel that, or a headache or faint, more drowsy, etc. BY now.. then... I hate to say it but i think you took something else..

It shouldn't take this long.

I hate to be the bad guy, please don't hate me everyone, I don't like putting doubt into her head, but like EBEN said, its unusual shes fully responsive.

 

[Skyview]

this is my SN

 

[Meant2Die]

From the PPH..

How are you doing right now?

 

[Skyview]

posted the above just to compare .

 

[MeltingHeart]

this is my SN
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not sure this pic can help what ever situation the OP is in now, if it did or didnt work. they said their one says nitrate on label.

 

[Mariomcfly]

It's been 10mins I hope OP is not suffering. I'll keep praying for his safe travels.

 

[Farmmaa]

Okay I'm gonna do that but I will delete my history and everything in case I pass out. I will come back if I didn't pass out to let you guys know
Thank you

I'm sorry things haven't proceeded quite as planned.
Everything will work out in the end... we are all here no matter what !

 

[Weakling666]

this is my SN
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This is a good reference photo for any confusion caused above. This is what it should (the labels) look like (or atleast say).

 

[EBEN30]

not sure this pic can help what ever situation the OP is in now, if it did or didnt work. they said there one says nitrate on label.

It's useful to point out that if it doesn't say NaNO2 anywhere and op is not getting any symptoms and is still fully alert by now, that would all suggest that the substance wasn't acutally Nitrite and op has ingested something else.

I hope you're OK op, how are you feeling both physically and emotionally?

 

[jgm63]

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[Skyview]

not sure this pic can help what ever situation the OP is in now, if it did or didnt work. they said there one says nitrate on label.

Agreed , only used as a comparison to see if either one was different in any way , different suppliers .

 

[Farmmaa]

I asked the seller and the seller's reply was: It is sodium nitrite spelling can be confusing IE: Chile saltpeter nitratine, nitratite or soda niter. Best regards

These are sodium nitrate NaNO3

 

[Meant2Die]

These are sodium nitrate NaNO3

What langue is that?

 

[MeltingHeart]

This is a good reference photo for any confusion caused above. This is what it should (the labels) look like (or atleast say).

yeah tons of label pics online thou and lots of info here that is HAS to be NANO2. hope OP is ok anyways

 

[NeCkDeEp]

Thank you all, I'm okay and still alive.
I tried to test it with my blood but lol it seems complicated to get my blood in a mug, I give up.

I assume that my attempt has failed and that the seller I got it from is a scammer.
There's another SN on the way from a different seller and I swear to god that I'll take it straight away as soon as I've received it, I'm in all honesty sooooo dissapointed to be still alive tbh

 

[jgm63]

@NeCkDeEp It's okay, all the main work is done, just a little bit more patience.

SOLUTION : Just pretend that you planned it for a different day

 

[fightingsioux]

Thank you all, I'm okay and still alive.
I tried to test it with my blood but lol it seems complicated to get my blood in a mug, I give up.

I assume that my attempt has failed and that the seller I got it from is a scammer.
There's another SN on the way from a different seller and I swear to god that I'll take it straight away as soon as I've received it, I'm in all honesty sooooo dissapointed to be still alive tbh

Please take my earlier advice:

No one here really has anything crucial to tell you at this point. Turn off your computer.

Take a deep breath. Calm down if you can. Go to the bathroom. Turn off the lights. Go to bed.

This forum will still be here.

 

[Meant2Die]

Thank you all, I'm okay and still alive.
I tried to test it with my blood but lol it seems complicated to get my blood in a mug, I give up.

I assume that my attempt has failed and that the seller I got it from is a scammer.
There's another SN on the way from a different seller and I swear to god that I'll take it straight away as soon as I've received it, I'm in all honesty sooooo dissapointed to be still alive tbh

I can't even imagine how you must feel RN. I am so sorry for you!! Make sure to test the other one with your blood before you attempt again.
That guy is such a piece of shit. He clearly either lied to you or has no idea what hes' selling or doesn't bother to be a good seller.

 

[c824767]

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My friend, just my opinion:

No one here really has anything crucial to tell you at this point. Turn off your computer.

Take a deep breath. Calm down if you can. Go to the bathroom. Turn off the lights. Go to bed.

If you don't wake up in the morning, it worked. If you do wake up, it didn't and move on from there.

This forum will still be here.

I understand that the ctb attempter want us all to hold their hand. When I failed hanging it was so bad. I was so sure I had it nailed and then. Consciousness returned. I was not prepared. I thought I HAD DONE IT. It Felt So Good. My brain felt So Good. It is AWFUL to fail.