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Aleksandra

Aleksandra

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@zajebistakaczka be who you are in life and death. These are your last moments to shine Mizz Natalia!

You deserve to be acknowledged. I hope you find peace in the manner that you desire. Safe travels darling!
i'm spending my last moments by the seafront as we speak. it's a little fucking cold but for sentimental reasons it's acceptable! lol
 
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IsadoraBeauxdraps

IsadoraBeauxdraps

would like to follow that butterfly
Aug 23, 2019
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A peaceful place. Sea is mesmerizing.
 
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Aleksandra

Aleksandra

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A peaceful place. Sea is mesmerizing.
it's windy so not as peaceful as i hoped! XD i guess i'm used to it as it's across my road from where i live. the beach anyway. i crave being in a forest, i used to live in a small town with a large forest and a lake. i used to go when i was depressed. the city i moved into has none. i was happy at the thought of being right next to the sea, but it doesn't have the same place in my heart
 
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Laststop

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I hope you find peace. I think about the possibility some have talked about on here for an afterlife that's the life we wished we had while we lived our "real" life. I really hope you get that.
 
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IsadoraBeauxdraps

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it's windy so not as peaceful as i hoped! XD i guess i'm used to it as it's across my road from where i live. the beach anyway. i crave being in a forest, i used to live in a small town with a large forest and a lake. i used to go when i was depressed. the city i moved into has none. i was happy at the thought of being right next to the sea, but it doesn't have the same place in my heart
I understand your feeling.
Before, I liked forest a lot, but now it makes me feel a little oppressed. Now I feel good in open space, like the see or a distant lanscape.
 
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Aleksandra

Aleksandra

żyję cicho krwawiąc
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I hope you find peace. I think about the possibility some have talked about on here for an afterlife that's the life we wished we had while we lived our "real" life. I really hope you get that.
maybe! and i hope i find what i'm looking for too, heartwarming to think all the suffering now will be over in just over 12 hours
I understand your feeling.
Before, I liked forest a lot, but now it makes me feel a little oppressed. Now I feel good in open space, like the see or a distant lanscape.
might be because it's getting cold now. i'm at home, i'm making myself a cup of tea and rolling myself a cigarette, i guess it's a little pathetic to spend my last moments like this. it's 4:45am and that was the first time i left my house for more than 5 minutes in months!
 
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IsadoraBeauxdraps

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might be because it's getting cold now. i'm at home, i'm making myself a cup of tea and rolling myself a cigarette, i guess it's a little pathetic to spend my last moments like this. it's 4:45am and that was the first time i left my house for more than 5 minutes in months!
You have taken a breathe, that's good ^_^
 
Aleksandra

Aleksandra

żyję cicho krwawiąc
Aug 28, 2019
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You have taken a breathe, that's good ^_^
yes! only achievement i've made in that time frame. i think i'm going to attempt to rewatch peaky blinders too. maybe complete the game i never did, small things. i'm feeling very happy right now, for once:>
 
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IsadoraBeauxdraps

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yes! only achievement i've made in that time frame. i think i'm going to attempt to rewatch peaky blinders too. maybe complete the game i never did, small things. i'm feeling very happy right now, for once:>
That's a wonderful idea. What game do you want to play ?
 
nothingleft

nothingleft

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Sep 1, 2019
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I don't know you and I'm slightly drunk but I'm sending you a lot of love. You seem like a beautiful person based on the posts I've seen on here. I'm so sorry your life has been so difficult. If you ever want to talk, I'm here <3 <3
 
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Aleksandra

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That's a wonderful idea. What game do you want to play ?
well i never finished red dead redemption 2, i might play some more apex legends too as i was really good at that, the forest too! i'm an hour's worth of gameplay away from completing it
I don't know you and I'm slightly drunk but I'm sending you a lot of love. You seem like a beautiful person based on the posts I've seen on here. I'm so sorry your life has been so difficult. If you ever want to talk, I'm here <3 <3
thank you, i'll drink the rest of my rum for you < 3
 
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who doesn't matter

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Jun 17, 2019
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I do feel sad, but I guess that's the end motive of us all present here. By the way, Natalia is a good name, so cheers to that.
 
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I do feel sad, but I guess that's the end motive of us all present here. By the way, Natalia is a good name, so cheers to that.
thank you! nearly 20 and i've just learnt to love it

i wish i could take that sadness away from you
 
Adrinabik

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I made my account just to be able to tell you goodbye before you go.
 
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who doesn't matter

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Now I feel like what the hell am I doing in this stinky, rotting world. I need to speed up my plans as well.
 
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Aleksandra

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Would you mind sharing a little about you so I can Add a memento about you in the book of my flight I'm taking.
my favourite colour is pink, i've been to 15 different countries, my favourite hobby is drawing, my middle name is Karolina, my favourite breed of dog is a siberian husky, i can speak 4 languages; polish, english, german and russian. :D
Now I feel like what the hell am I doing in this stinky, rotting world. I need to speed up my plans as well.
why is that?
 
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Adrinabik

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That's awesome I speak German English and Spanish
 
Aleksandra

Aleksandra

żyję cicho krwawiąc
Aug 28, 2019
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Well, I planned on doing it but have been delaying it ever since and watching you folks go, damn that hurts
mm, i saw the nature of this forum, i like to think of it as a graveyard. quite dark but very pretty at the same time
 
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Aleksandra

Aleksandra

żyję cicho krwawiąc
Aug 28, 2019
330
Fair choice mate.

You are too wise for a 20 year old.
when you've seen nearly all the horrors the world offers, you never really get the chance to be a child. you're kinda forced to grow up the moment you're born. i wish i could've had that chance to be a child, as they say "ignorance is bliss"
 
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who doesn't matter

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when you've seen nearly all the horrors the world offers, you never really get the chance to be a child. you're kinda forced to grow up the moment you're born. i wish i could've had that chance to be a child, as they say "ignorance is bliss"
I always yearned being a child. I never was a child truly. Had to grow up fairly quickly, to "survive this world." But now, I only need a handful of guts and whoosh, gone away with the wind.
 
Aleksandra

Aleksandra

żyję cicho krwawiąc
Aug 28, 2019
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I always yearned being a child. I never was a child truly. Had to grow up fairly quickly, to "survive this world." But now, I only need a handful of guts and whoosh, gone away with the wind.
the world is cruel, can't do anything about it. some people were just more fortunate than us, and that's okay. i guess that's why i hold on to the childish thought of that rainbow bridge
 
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Wayfaerer

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I hope all goes well.
 
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