Can't Wait to CTB

[FindingHome]

Nothing in life matters to me anymore. I wake up everyday and don't want to do anything. All I think about is CTB. The only thing stopping me is that I am not prepared to CTB right now. I have previous attempts and failed. I want to make sure this time I succeed.

 

[Captive_Mind515]

Good luck.

Being well prepared is vitally important, and can help to put your mind at greater ease.

I hope you achieve the peace you're looking for.

 

[FindingHome]

Good luck.

Being well prepared is vitally important, and can help to put your mind at greater ease.

I hope you achieve the peace you're looking for.

Thank you!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

This is such an awful feeling when nothing matters anymore. I'm sorry you have to go through this. But may I ask what's your method?

 

[notverylucid]

I'm at that exact same point so I know how you feel and how much you want this existence to just end. Good luck and may this attempt be your last so you can find peace.

 

[FindingHome]

This is such an awful feeling when nothing matters anymore. I'm sorry you have to go through this. But may I ask what's your method?

It's either jumping off a bridge or drowning in the pacific ocean.

I'm at that exact same point so I know how you feel and how much you want this existence to just end. Good luck and may this attempt be your last so you can find peace.

Thank you and hugs to you!

 

[NightshadeDreamer]

It's never easy going through that, especially not easy with failed attempts. I hope you find happiness and peace. You deserve that much

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd look forward to finally being free from this existence, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.

 

[XenoPyo]

You and me both. Waiting until I have some money to get the material I need and its just one slow day after another.