Venting cant take it anymore

[serah]

im a wreck. i havent found a fucking job after months of going to interviews at stores and fast food restaurants. im tired. im just so fucking exhausted. the loneliness hurts so much. it doesnt go away. my friend group is distancing itself from me, had two of my closest friends hang out with eachother and not even get an invite. i never do. im so alone. i dont know how to live with it anymore.

 

[unnormal9]

im a wreck. i havent found a fucking job after months of going to interviews at stores and fast food restaurants. im tired. im just so fucking exhausted. the loneliness hurts so much. it doesnt go away. my friend group is distancing itself from me, had two of my closest friends hang out with eachother and not even get an invite. i never do. im so alone. i dont know how to live with it anymore.

A. Stop giving a fuck what others think.
B. You'll find a way. A fighter is one whose endured living this long.

 

[Zegers]

Loneliness kills in the long run. When you go out and you see people there in groups or making plans, it makes me angry, it makes you bitter.

 

[unnormal9]

Loneliness kills in the long run. When you go out and you see people there in groups or making plans, it makes me angry, it makes you bitter.

Don't rely on others for fulfilment.
You of all people should know what it's like to be alone, and not let people in, sir dilly dally, shilly shally.

 

[serah]

A. Stop giving a fuck what others think.
B. You'll find a way. A fighter is one whose endured living this long.

god ive tried really hard. i dont know how to be happy alone, my whole life i feel like ive depended on others to feel happy. idk if its my depression or possible bpd, its just a part of me. im going to therapy and trying really hard to try to work on changing this mindset.

 

[Zegers]

Don't rely on others for fulfilment.

It's not about relying on others, it's that, as humans, unfortunately, we need social relations.

 

[tams]

I know it might not be much consolation, but sometimes being alone is a good thing. Not having to rely on others and being able to do what you want when you want. I hope you can find the fulfillment you are looking for in your life.

 

[SoftWorries]

When I get lonely I meet new people on Meetup.com.

I was really lonely for a while. After a breakup I had to leave pretty much everyone I'd known for a fresh start but now I know lots of people again

It's possible to make a new friend group but it isn't fun or easy when you're missing them x

 

[ipomoeaalba]

dont blame yourself, its impossible to find anything rn. especially w everyone bitching abt how understaffed they are and then not calling back applicants. i really hope you find smth youre happy at soon