LavĂnia
plalace
- Feb 19, 2024
- 171
Okay, so after failing at something because I'm completely incompetent and incapable, I feel sad, depressed, and become even more incapable? Is this my vicious cycle? To have one disappointment, get worse, and potentially have more disappointments? Today I woke up needing to lend money to my sister, seeing a dead rat in front of my house(?), thinking I missed the bus because the one before was late, and when mine arrives the door is broken and I have to enter from behind it... is this a joke? Do you think this is funny? Did something happen? Listen to me, do you want to make me laugh? It's working, it's working very well. Me saying I'm tired is also a joke, one of those bad jokes that leave a bitter taste in your mouth, making the listener suddenly want to remain silent. Am I biased, picking on these little things, which don't follow my pattern, to give voice to my insecurity? After a disappointment, am I finding humor in random things and turning them into reasons to keep falling? You're all so funny, I realized I failed. I already understood. I understood that night, the next night, and the night after that. The moon is 384,400 km from Earth. I was memorizing it and had to look it up again because I forgot the value. Seriously. I'm so funny. Useless.
