KnightOfEnceladus

KnightOfEnceladus

Lost child in time
May 20, 2019
231
If things were better maybe, but I see the writing on the wall for the US, if not the entire human race. What's coming in the next 10 years is not going to be pleasant even for people with money; imagine for someone as poor as me! I'll be 34 in mid-July if I live that long, but that's seeming less and less likely by the day. I want to end it only when I'm sure there's no way out, but when that time comes, it has to be on my terms. I'm doing all I can to make it happen that way.
 
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ExitTheDay

ExitTheDay

We fight to live or live to die
May 26, 2019
336
Everyone is willing to try this, but is this what they truly want deep down inside? Absofuckinglutely not, we are all miserable sacks of nothingness and nobody can tell me other wise
 
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CursedForDisaster

Student
Apr 1, 2019
187
Everyone is willing to try this, but is this what they truly want deep down inside? Absofuckinglutely not, we are all miserable sacks of nothingness and nobody can tell me other wise
I don't think everyone is miserable, I've met some beautiful people. That said, no one wants to grow old but some take pride in it.

I have no pride, no wants, have no needs
I don't think everyone is miserable, I've met some beautiful people. That said, no one wants to grow old but some take pride in it.
 
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oldgregg187

Member
Jun 26, 2019
33
I remember as a child. I would pray to God that I wouldn't reach the age of 30. I'm 33 now. really! old people are the greatest gift though. I used to work at a retirement home & I got to listen to there stories. this lady would tell me the same story over and over. Alzheimer's. she thought I was her son. it was sooo sad to watch them fall.
I don't think everyone is miserable, I've met some beautiful people. That said, no one wants to grow old but some take pride in it.

I have no pride, no wants, have no needs
I still have pride! I have no wants or needs though, well I do, I just no I'm not . lifting weights has given me something of a artificial sense of superiority. still waiting for the dbol and roids to arrive
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
No i haven't since my early 20's. Yet here i am at early 30's. And because i could never imagine getting this age i have zero results towards a future. I fear i may be even worse off now than i was say 10 years ago.

If there is any advice i can give to longtime suicidal people: don't start throwing your life away "because you'll be dead soon" or to do so as means of "pushing yourself over the edge". It'll make the last months/years to your demise even more miserable. I am on a very very slow and lonely road to the busstop. I have made things even worse through my depression and thoughts of imminent death.

There's people who tend to act quickly and not spend years or even decades being depressed/suicidal. For them this is obviously a different story.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Yes every time I look in the mirror
 
ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
And this presentation gives us all a glimpse of how the world (in the USA at least) is potentially shaping up as we get older. Mind you, it is speculation, but I get the impression it's a realistic speculation:

 
fettuccinee

fettuccinee

Member
Oct 3, 2019
54
I dont see myself getting even a year older, I plan to ctb hopefully before I turn 22 in April.
 
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Dawn0071111

Hungry Ghost
Dec 9, 2018
570
Not without someone to.grow old with
 
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Exitforme

Deceased
Oct 3, 2019
85
I do not want to get old. I would like to die just before my body experiences a complete decline due to old age. I want to remain "forever young" lol
 

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