Can you see yourself getting older ?

[Sixfeetunder]

I didn't think I'd live to 18, let alone 21 I feel so old. I hope I don't live to my mid-20s.

 

[DyingSoul]

I should be dead by now but life surprised me. I got pregnant and need to live few more years longer to take care of my child. Once my baby has a good complete parents and in a wealthy life, ill do ctb.

I'm still searching for where to buy nembutal.

 

[Roberto]

I live a stability phase now ... I don't know how much it will maintain, 1 day, 1 week, 1 year ... I don't know.

 

[Susannah]

What?? And I imagined frozen nerves are dead; as in we press ice to a swollen cheek.

I would agree with you, and I don't trust specialists in general. And how to know? Pain is subjective and hard to measure (bla bla), but I have had nerve tests involving having my hand in water with ice cubes, and I barely remember anything but the pain.

 

[Susannah]

What?? And I imagined frozen nerves are dead; as in we press ice to a swollen cheek.

I would agree with you, and I don't trust specialists in general. And how to know? Pain is subjective and hard to measure (bla bla), but I have had nerve tests involving having my hand in water with ice cubes, and I barely remember anything but the pain.

 

[JohnUK]

No definitely not. What's the point in waiting till your a senior citizen when you could die on your own terms

 

[LongSeason]

I wasn't even planning on reaching 18, I'm probably going to live a short life.

 

[favourite]

I'm already post-prime, it's only a downward spiral from here. I don't think I'm gonna make it to 40, though my ideal resolve is out of reach atm.

 

[Psilo]

Definitely can't see myself getting old, no matter how my future will be.

I got some hope to be happy for some time doing (professionaly) something I'm fond of. I will know soon enough if it works and I'm trying to focus on it. If it fails I won't try again, I'm done, trying too much drives you crazy...

Truth be told, somebody like me can't grow old, because of desocialization. I'll never find somebody, too recluse, and got the hang on withdraw myself from the outside. I'm not even trying to find someone, have no interest, this might sound weird for people.

Being old and alone sucks, period. It sucks in movies and in real life.

 

[deflagrat]

plan on ctb when my parents go, if they live till 80 i should be around 50 which is the oldest i'll tolerate.

Same thing. Besides, my life is pretty comfy right now thanks to my dissability benefits.

 

[Livinginhell]

I swore I'd die by suicide by the age of 18, not for the want of trying here I am today at 37.
Old people don't really sell it to you do they?

 

[Final Escape]

You must live!! Here is a twenty thousand dollar bill!

Lol!

 

[Final Escape]

I should be dead by now but life surprised me. I got pregnant and need to live few more years longer to take care of my child. Once my baby has a good complete parents and in a wealthy life, ill do ctb.

I'm still searching for where to buy nembutal.

I'm so glad u decide not to destroy the baby :) u won't regret that.

 

[Final Escape]

Same thing. Besides, my life is pretty comfy right now thanks to my dissability benefits.

I wish I'd been patient enough to get on disability when it was easier to do so. Now it could be like years of wait. Not the best solution for truly needy people who need help right away, not when they are practically dead and it's too late lol!

 

[Memento Mori]

always wanted to kill myself before school holidays end lol. didn't see myself getting 14, or 16, or 18, etc...so no.
sometimes I'm imagining it, but can't see myself really getting older than something like 28 anyways
no dreams of giant family house bla bla, just dreams of getting back what I lost

 

[lizinha]

dont plan on making it to 17 which is in 9 days.

 

[Final Escape]

dont plan on making it to 17 which is in 9 days.

That's heartbreaking :(" life just beginning.

 

[Taylored]

I still see myself as a 15 year old. I can't imagine being older

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

I honestly just want to go now but damn survival instinct plus i don't have my method quite yet....

Do you, like me, wish that since the government makes suicide so very hard (access to painless, quick-acting methods...) and since it costs money to stay alive, there were a fund for the suicidal who're unfit for social life and who, therefore, can't afford to survive as we build up the nerve to do it?

 

[ManWithNoName]

I could choose to live to an old age, I just don't want to, so I am choosing not to. (Technicaly I don't believe in free will but I fully believe in the illusion of choice/growth mindset) I won't be around much longer and choosing death is not regretable or a bad thing to me. I have done enough, I have been financially well of, made it a field I enjoyed, respected, helped and hurt many people, have had many friends and been a looner, down cool things like engaged to a prodigy for a few years(Okay this may be an exaggeration but she skipped 3 grades although she did all her work online and cheated on almost everything), sky diving over beautiful places, climbing twenty thousand mountains, backpacking through Europe, three some etc.

Sounds great. May I ask how old you are now, and what age you consider "old"?

 

[ManWithNoName]

Absolutely! And it used to be a "popular" method "back in the days". Some pain specialists I've met claim freezing to death is more painful than burning (typically witch- burning on a stake). You loose your conscious earlier when burning.

Freezing to death is the only method, aside from the helium bag method, that Derek Humphrey, author of Final Exit advocates. I can't see how freezing to death can be peaceful nor comfortable, yet he thinks that dying from not opening one's parachute is bizarre way to go. I would think an impact from a 15,000 ft. drop would be much quicker and painless. Think Wile e coyote scenario where camping gear flies out of pack instead of the chute.

 

[Logic]

Sounds great. May I ask how old you are now, and what age you consider "old"?

How old do you think I am? In my experience I would say quality of life really seems to go majorly down hill by the time you hit 75. So I would say by the time you hit 75 you are old.

 

[ManWithNoName]

I can't.

Every single day I think about it and I know my time is running out.

I know I will be dead before 30.​

I want to go before I reach that age where everyone else in society impatiently waits for me to die. Considering I have other things that are prompting me to ctb, I see it happening before I get that old.

 

[Logic]

Freezing to death is the only method, aside from the helium bag method, that Derek Humphrey, author of Final Exit advocates. I can't see how freezing to death can be peaceful nor comfortable, yet he thinks that dying from not opening one's parachute is bizarre way to go. I would think an impact from a 15,000 ft. drop would be much quicker and painless. Think Wile e coyote scenario where camping gear flies out of pack instead of the chute.
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Freezing to death wwould have some unpleasant symptoms from the medical texts I have read about, although if you have access to anesthesia-no negative symptoms. I would always choose anesthesia over any other death.

 

[Eren]

I do not want to get to 30, basically because one of my reasons is loneliness, I do not want to grow old alone.

 

[Going Home]

I used to but people make getting older seem like a crime.

 

[Burbank]

I really can't see myself live too long. Over 30 seems too long of a life and even that is a bit of a stretch. I'm willing to live for 10 more years max. I'd end up an old bitter cat lady with no family/ partner if i tried any longer than that. I don't think that's worth it, don't want to be a waste of oxygen.

 

[AhG]

I used to see myself getting older with my wife, but shit happens. Now I hope I'm not alive by the time I'm 22 next month.

 

[lululoo]

No! I used to think I would by dead by 30, no doubt. Now I'm 35 so I have overstayed my welcome by a while. Ha. Really it's just that life gets worse and worse, so it's no getting to the point where I am making more serious moves to CBT.

I will not live to be old and in pain and alone. Being those things at 35 is already bad enough.

 

[Thisisme373]

I can only see myself getting older because all of these methods for ending it are either too hard, expensive, or painful... if not I would be gone by now. Such a fucking shame

I'm in the same boat pal