Help Can I CTB on SN alone? What will happen?

[angelkissed]

Hey so, I'm getting evicted from my house next month. I was going to CTB in August but now my plan is falling through.

I was going to buy meto, propranolol, and possibly benzos to make the process less agonizing but I don't have that option anymore.
I deserve a peaceful and quick death. I want to truly feel like I'm just nauseated, throw up a bit, and then drift off into sleep.

If I don't take the meto and propranolol, what's going to happen? Will i experience my body going into asphyxiation while conscious? How long will i experience discomfort and how much more terrifying will it be? At this point do i just not buy the SN?

Is there absolutely any OTC drugs i can take that in extremely high dosages may mimic the effects of these antiemetics? I may still be able to get a hold on benzos but nothing else

Please help me out. If I don't figure this out soon I will be homeless and then I will be suffering a worse life and not have the resources to CTB

 

[adamantc]

You can see videos of Chinese people taking SN alone. It still might work, but you will vomit and leave a mess for the emergency responders/your family to clean up. You'll need to drink more, or have a second cup ready, as you'll vomit most of the SN out again.

 

[kaylag]

You can see videos of Chinese people taking SN alone. It still might work, but you will vomit and leave a mess for the emergency responders/your family to clean up. You'll need to drink more, or have a second cup ready, as you'll vomit most of the SN out again.

where do i find said videos? sorry if i sound stupid or naive

 

[angelkissed]

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You can see videos of Chinese people taking SN alone. It still might work, but you will vomit and leave a mess for the emergency responders/your family to clean up. You'll need to drink more, or have a second cup ready, as you'll vomit most of the SN out again.

Can you tell me where to find these videos? Also are they disturbing I don't want to scare myself out of this

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

where do i find said videos? sorry if i sound stupid or naive

On WPD. Watch people die.com.

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Can you tell me where to find these videos? Also are they disturbing I don't want to scare myself out of this

Of course they're disturbing. That being said, I've watched them & SN is still my backup method.

 

[angelkissed]

On WPD. Watch people die.com.

Of course they're disturbing. That being said, I've watched them & SN is still my backup method.

By disturbing what do you mean? Do they look terrified or in immense pain??

I need to know if it's peaceful and maybe just unpleasant, like when you drink too much and everything is dizzy and puking your guts but it's not like you haven't experienced it before.