Can anyone hear Frank Sinatra?

[BlueWidow]

Alright, hopefully I'm going to sleep. And hopefully @Jean4 is going to be able to sleep tonight as well. You've got a lot of catching up to do now.
There are so many insomniacs on this site, I'm starting to think we need to bring in a witch doctor or a voodoo high priestess or sorceress or something to cast a sleep spell on all of us.
Where is that wicked witch from the Wizard of Oz and her poppies when you need them?

 

[MysticPerception]

Alright it should definitely be late enough now. By this point she's probably already passed on peacefully I hope but please look out for WhyIsLife56 . I don't know if she would want me to even let anyone know but I'm sure she doesn't mind at this point. If oblivion is what she wants more than anything, than I hope she got it. But I can still hold out hope that some sort of magical paradise exists that makes even people who want to just stop existing find something meaningful for themselves. I don't know I would never want to force someone to stick around if they don't want it. Either way see her off if that's what she decided on in my stead, Stan.

 

[BlueWidow]

Alright it should definitely be late enough now. By this point she's probably already passed on peacefully I hope but please look out for WhyIsLife56 . I don't know if she would want me to even let anyone know but I'm sure she doesn't mind at this point. If oblivion is what she wants more than anything, than I hope she got it. But I can still hold out hope that some sort of magical paradise exists that makes even people who want to just stop existing find something meaningful for themselves. I don't know I would never want to force someone to stick around if they don't want it. Either way see her off if that's what she decided on in my stead, Stan.

Yes, please take care of WhyIsLife56. She is/was a beautiful soul. I'm sorry to hear of her passing, if she did pass. I hope she found what she was looking for. I knew she was getting close.

 

[Jean4]

Day 4 insomnia. Are we going for a record? I need help sleeping!

 

[goomsoom]

Yes, please take care of WhyIsLife56. She is/was a beautiful soul. I'm sorry to hear of her passing, if she did pass. I hope she found what she was looking for. I knew she was getting close.

I know she would not want to be here but I am selfish and hypocrite I hope she comes back again. If she has left I hope she doesn't exist, like she always wanted.

Everything on this forum happens so quickly how to cope up with this. It feels my supplies will take forever to be delivered and everyone would have left by that time.

I am worried about another member he/she said they would not leave before few months but I am worried.

 

[Jean4]

I know she would not want to be here but I am selfish and hypocrite I hope she comes back again. If she has left I hope she doesn't exist, like she always wanted.

Everything on this forum happens so quickly how to cope up with this. It feels my supplies will take forever to be delivered and everyone would have left by that time.

I am worried about another member he/she said they would not leave before few months but I am worried.

You are a newbie. It's the way things go here. Do you get used to it? No. Do you eventually learn this is the reality, yes. You learn to accept.

I'm always here if you want to talk, and Stan is always here if you need him. You are a newbie and may not know about Stan. Come into the kitchen sink post if you have any questions about anything. We love to talk as you have seen.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Been a while brother. Still think about you and miss you alot. Showing some emotions in a way I think you'll understand.

 

[BlueWidow]

I know she would not want to be here but I am selfish and hypocrite I hope she comes back again. If she has left I hope she doesn't exist, like she always wanted.

Everything on this forum happens so quickly how to cope up with this. It feels my supplies will take forever to be delivered and everyone would have left by that time.

I am worried about another member he/she said they would not leave before few months but I am worried.

Yes, I know it's the nature of this site for people to come and to sometimes go very quickly, and sometimes without much notice. She had been giving hints that she was getting close to going. I don't know if she left a goodbye thread or not. I saw in one of her posts she had mentioned that she was going to (I think, that is if I'm remembering it correctly ), but she might've just changed her mind. If she did, I wouldn't blame her.
And, yes, I hope, if she did go, she found oblivion like she wanted. As with everyone who leaves, I'm going to miss her, but I also am happy that she found the non- existence that she wanted. >sigh<

It does seem like there's always someone right on the verge of leaving all the time, particularly since the new year started, doesn't it?

I keep hoping to go soon too, but I want everything to be as right as it can because I'm only going to get one chance at this and I definitely do not want to mess it up. I keep making the mistake though of giving timelines and then people assume that that means I'm going be definitely gone by a specific date, which is not what I said.
I always say I " hope to" be gone by that date or before that date if everything is correct.

Sometimes it feels like a lot of stuff to get in line. For me, it's not just about having all my supplies together, which I've had for a while now. It's more about getting yourself in the right headspace and making sure you have enough time to do it and be 100% positive that you won't get found too early.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

 

[Carina]

 

[Jean4]

 

[BlueWidow]

Get on it, Stan! Sleep for @Jean4!!! Top Priority!!!! Even more important than popcorn!!

 

[goomsoom]

Yes, I know it's the nature of this site for people to come and to sometimes go very quickly, and sometimes without much notice. She had been giving hints that she was getting close to going. I don't know if she left a goodbye thread or not. I saw in one of her posts she had mentioned that she was going to (I think, that is if I'm remembering it correctly ), but she might've just changed her mind. If she did, I wouldn't blame her.
And, yes, I hope, if she did go, she found oblivion like she wanted. As with everyone who leaves, I'm going to miss her, but I also am happy that she found the non- existence that she wanted. >sigh<

It does seem like there's always someone right on the verge of leaving all the time, particularly since the new year started, doesn't it?

I keep hoping to go soon too, but I want everything to be as right as it can because I'm only going to get one chance at this and I definitely do not want to mess it up. I keep making the mistake though of giving timelines and then people assume that that means I'm going be definitely gone by a specific date, which is not what I said.
I always say I " hope to" be gone by that date or before that date if everything is correct.

Sometimes it feels like a lot of stuff to get in line. For me, it's not just about having all my supplies together, which I've had for a while now. It's more about getting yourself in the right headspace and making sure you have enough time to do it and be 100% positive that you won't get found too early.

I am happy she got what she wanted. On her profile post she had mentioned she won't post a good bye thread.

 

[BlueWidow]

Okay, funny cat pics for the evening- DONE.

I hope you are sleeping @Jean4.
At ease, Private Mittens.

 

[MysticPerception]

No bumps for most the day. Poor Stan. I want to die so badly right now. Waking up tomorrow is terrifying. Wait this isn't about me this is about you. At least let Jean sleep a few hours jesus. I'm at my wit's end but I'll probably bounce back tomorrow...I hope.

 

[Jean4]

No bumps for most the day. Poor Stan. I want to die so badly right now. Waking up tomorrow is terrifying. Wait this isn't about me this is about you. At least let Jean sleep a few hours jesus. I'm at my wit's end but I'll probably bounce back tomorrow...I hope.

You will. I'm on Day 5.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

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Okay, funny cat pics for the evening- DONE.

I hope you are sleeping @Jean4.
At ease, Private Mittens.

I love the funny cat pics … feel free to post more.
Just for fun … maybe it will make someone laugh or just smile... even if it just for a few seconds.
Some of the songs I have posted are kind of depressing.

 

[Jean4]

Day 5 of insomnia. I need sleep!!!

 

[BlueWidow]

 

[Jean4]

I heard people in relationships had a special song. This song always reminds me of you.

 

[Jean4]

I shouldn't be here. I should be sleeping! Insomnia night 6.

 

[goomsoom]

I shouldn't be here. I should be sleeping! Insomnia night 6.

You have not slept for 6 days? How you work next day? I think my brain will automatically go into suspension mode after 2days.

 

[MysticPerception]

I guess you're on vacation. Maybe after the 7th day she can actually get some sleep. Well I'm going to bed. Goodnight Stan.

 

[Jean4]

You have not slept for 6 days? How you work next day? I think my brain will automatically go into suspension mode after 2days.

I'm in the music business. No set schedule, as I work for myself. People think nothing if my behavior is off. I tell them I am having a bad day and people tip toe around me until my mood is better not to upset me. About the only thing good about my business and the fakeness of it.

 

[Carina]

I'm in the music business. No set schedule, as I work for myself. People think nothing if my behavior is off. I tell them I am having a bad day and people tip toe around me until my mood is better not to upset me. About the only thing good about my business and the fakeness of it.

It's always good when you're in an industry where if you act weird, people just ignore it because your weirdness is still normal :)

 

[Jean4]

Really Stan? Really? Day 6 no sleep. You must have known that I was ready to start banging my head on the wall and throw things around my kitchen. As I was standing by the sink, trying to choke down my apple cider vinegar, this came on the radio. I stopped, grabbed Milo, sang to him crying. Now I'm back to work. Thank you for the sign. Can you help me sleep please?

 

[Carina]

Really Stan? Really? Day 6 no sleep. You must have known that I was ready to start banging my head on the wall and throw things around my kitchen. As I was standing by the sink, trying to choke down my apple cider vinegar, this came on the radio. I stopped, grabbed Milo, sang to him crying. Now I'm back to work. Thank you for the sign. Can you help me sleep please?

That's a beautiful song... but can kind of bring you to tears though too... sounds so different live (well video live)

 

[Green Destiny]

Stone Temple Pilots have some good music. Have a listen if you're interested Stan.

 

[Jean4]

6 days insomnia.... I can say I am not doing well. I really could use your help here.

 

[BlueWidow]

Wow Stan! You're way down here! You need a bump.