Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
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Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
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December 6 I went to bed. I woke up in the middle of the night, turned of the forum, and saw your post. No warning. You did this when you knew I was sleeping.
I stayed all night on the forum. Didn't leave until the next day until your name was crossed it.
1 week ago today. You were one on the leaders here. Now I am sure you are a leader where you are.
You loved this forum and everyone here. Now you have a new role. Welcome those who CTB from here. Those who knew you would love to see you again. Those who didn't need to know who you and your popcorn are.
I stayed all night on the forum. Didn't leave until the next day until your name was crossed it.
1 week ago today. You were one on the leaders here. Now I am sure you are a leader where you are.
You loved this forum and everyone here. Now you have a new role. Welcome those who CTB from here. Those who knew you would love to see you again. Those who didn't need to know who you and your popcorn are.
Freaking miss him. I won't go into detail but I am reminded of @Stan a lot lately. I understand a lot more of what you tried to express sometimes to some people Stan.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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Azzy69
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Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
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Bad bad night last night. Figured on your one week anniversary,
Became very very dehydrated. To the point I really should have gone to the hospital for IV fluids (which I cannot afford)
No. It isn't my time yet. Keep telling myself that. I took care of it. I am still off today. Probably my electrolytes are out of wack. More testing and fluids.
It would have been so easy. Not the easiest way to go, but easy to have done. Death by dehydration.
A promise is a promise. I'm still here. You were right as always too. Cats didn't leave me for a second. They were scared. Especially the favorite.
You were right. I know you are smiling right now saying I told you so.
Became very very dehydrated. To the point I really should have gone to the hospital for IV fluids (which I cannot afford)
No. It isn't my time yet. Keep telling myself that. I took care of it. I am still off today. Probably my electrolytes are out of wack. More testing and fluids.
It would have been so easy. Not the easiest way to go, but easy to have done. Death by dehydration.
A promise is a promise. I'm still here. You were right as always too. Cats didn't leave me for a second. They were scared. Especially the favorite.
You were right. I know you are smiling right now saying I told you so.
MaybeMaybeKnot
No ctrl-z when you ctb
- Oct 25, 2019
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Sigh. Congratulations on your escape. You're dearly missed, old man. We'll take it from here.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
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Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
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NitriteAnatomy
Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
- Nov 21, 2019
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Been going through things. Least of all, food poisoning, so apologies if I've been absent. Currently, thinking of why I'm bothering being here, when others are going through much more than I am. Still, I am here, even if I'm not in a proper mental state.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
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Welcome back @NitriteAnatomy
You are here for me. I love you with food poisoning and who doesn't have a fucked up mental state? Join the club! ;)
Just remember @NitriteAnatomy
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NitriteAnatomy
Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
- Nov 21, 2019
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Honestly, that little brat has no idea wtf she's talking about, in regards to climate change. Still, thought is appreciated and I'm struggling right now, but decided I'd log in so that no one thought I was ghosting or ignoring......I noticed at least 4 people that I've spoken to have gone and that isn't helping matters, since I missed being able to let them know I wish them the best on their journey.....meh.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
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We are here for you. I don't have Stan or @SinisterKid to nag..... tag your it!
NitriteAnatomy
Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
- Nov 21, 2019
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Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,557
NitriteAnatomy
Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
- Nov 21, 2019
- 450
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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NitriteAnatomy
Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
- Nov 21, 2019
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Stan.....no words can express what we've all lost, in this world. We can only attempt it. I truly hope you're sitting back, with the others and having some popcorn, watching the fireworks of what remains, until we arrive by your side. One day, no matter what our individual beliefs are, nor what we think truly happens after that final descent into the abyss, I truly think we'll meet, again. We miss you, man.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
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Keep talking to him at his shrine. I do. ;)
NitriteAnatomy
Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
- Nov 21, 2019
- 450
Daily, I feel this way and I know you must of, too. No matter the difference in age. I know that we've all suffered in this manner, no matter our other reasons for wanting to cash our tickets. Still, I hope you found it. I hope you found that peace we all seek in our waking moments, even though it took you going that extra step to find it. At least, now, you are where you feel you truly belong and I can only hope to experience, as well, one day. It may not be today, it may not be tomorrow, but I know I'll be able to join you and Caileb, one day. Make sure he's enjoying himself, too, will you?
Damn me. Damn me for having to vanish from food poisoning or any fucking reason. There were people I wanted to say goodbye to, that are now gone. I truly hope they weren't upset with me for it or felt I didn't care. I do care, but just wasn't in the proper health to tell them......now, I have that extra bit of guilt on my shoulders, because no matter what's said or done, I wasn't here. That's all I see and now you're all gone, without knowing that I hope you all were able to go into that sweet embrace, peacefully. Survivor's guilt? Nah, this is a survivor built to fail. Someone that is weak and pathetic. What would I know, I'm just a stranger on the fucking net, everyone will be quick to point that out, I'm willing to bet.
Fuck the feelings, fuck the dealings, we're all here to leave a print and gone in a flash. But all these fuckers do is bash, all they do is hate, equate or attempt to relate. Can they truly know? Do they hear from the great beyond? Only time will tell, maybe I'll know when I, too, am gone.
Damn me. Damn me for having to vanish from food poisoning or any fucking reason. There were people I wanted to say goodbye to, that are now gone. I truly hope they weren't upset with me for it or felt I didn't care. I do care, but just wasn't in the proper health to tell them......now, I have that extra bit of guilt on my shoulders, because no matter what's said or done, I wasn't here. That's all I see and now you're all gone, without knowing that I hope you all were able to go into that sweet embrace, peacefully. Survivor's guilt? Nah, this is a survivor built to fail. Someone that is weak and pathetic. What would I know, I'm just a stranger on the fucking net, everyone will be quick to point that out, I'm willing to bet.
Fuck the feelings, fuck the dealings, we're all here to leave a print and gone in a flash. But all these fuckers do is bash, all they do is hate, equate or attempt to relate. Can they truly know? Do they hear from the great beyond? Only time will tell, maybe I'll know when I, too, am gone.
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NitriteAnatomy
Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
- Nov 21, 2019
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noctiva
the invisible girl
- Nov 6, 2019
- 393
Hei @Stan, thank you for everything. You gave me hope 3 weeks ago with your PMs telling me that my situation can change. Additionally, you helped me with the SN method, in case it doesn't. It feels by now that it will never change and I'm struggling with setting the time on when to cross over. Send me a sign, if you can, I'm so lost by now, I can't see any future anymore.
NitriteAnatomy
Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
- Nov 21, 2019
- 450
At this rate, random shit to bump this.......We really need an 'in memorial' thread of a sort, so we can all remember those that have CTB.
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NitriteAnatomy
Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
- Nov 21, 2019
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Since I've been, apparently, tagged for keeping this up tonight. Expect me to be full retard moment, lol
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
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NitriteAnatomy
Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
- Nov 21, 2019
- 450
The fookin' Tories WON......this heresy shall be what awakens the dead, for they will seek vengeance upon the living and consume what (little) brain matter that exists from these asinine fucktards.
Did that work? No?
Did that work? No?
Azzy69
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