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NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

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What it felt like, when we chatted after the scammer incident.

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Still, it's hard to believe it's going on just a week of losing you and it still doesn't seem real, even though it's felt. We all choose to remember in our own way and it's still heartening to see even completely new members to this forum wanting to leave a few kind words. It helps the pain, a little, but as others have said. It just feels emptier here, now.
 
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It's weird and sad. I haven't talked to him personally on here and for some reason it's like there's someone missing.
 
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It's weird and sad. I haven't talked to him personally on here and for some reason it's like there's someone missing.
Thank you for this. His energy made this site. I only wish he knew that :)
 
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It's weird and sad. I haven't talked to him personally on here and for some reason it's like there's someone missing.
It's because we lost a really good one. Now, that's not to say that other members that have CTB this past week or even before, are forgotten or not as valued, because they are. They made their impacts on us, no matter how short their time on this forum was. It just feels right, doing this for Stan, is all.
 
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Thank you for this. His energy made this site. I only wish he knew that :)

Me too even the silent ones like me, loved and loves him. Love never dies....
 
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That's because
 
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Morning Stan.
Damn you for leaving. I am trying to fill your shoes. You were good at these things Mr. Logical. I was the emotional one remember? But I am thinking what you would have done, and I am trying.
Onto other things. Your part of the world is fucked, and now mine is about to be. Well, mine is fucked already, but will get worse.
I know what you are thinking. I know. It isn't my time yet.
We all miss you so much.
 
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I never really talked to him myself, but I really enjoyed his presence on here and it feels... A bit lonelier now that he's gone. Still can't really believe it and wish it wasn't true.
 
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Rip Stan. I will miss your posts and contribution you made to this site. Thanks. I hope I get to be there someday with you too.
 
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"Fate is never fair. You are caught in a current much stronger than you are; struggle against it and you'll drown not just yourself but those who try to save you. Swim with it. and you'll survive."
Cassandra Clare, City of Ashes (The Mortal Instruments, #2)


"Sometimes life has a cruel sense of humor, giving you the thing you always wanted at the worst time possible."
Lisa Kleypas, Sugar Daddy (Travises, #1)


"I was in the biggest breakdown of my life when I stopped crying long enough to let the words of my epiphany really sink in. That whore, karma, had finally made her way around, and had just bitch-slapped me right across the face. The realization only made me cry harder."
Jennifer Salaiz

"Where you go, I shall go; where you die, I shall die, and there will I be buried."
Rosamund Hodge, Cruel Beauty

"I'm not absolutely certain of the facts, but I rather fancy it's Shakespeare who says that it's always just when a fellow is feeling particularly braced with things in general that Fate sneaks up behind him with the bit of lead piping."
P. G. Wodehouse, Jeeves and the Unbidden Guest

"You often meet your fate on the road you take to avoid it."
Goldie Hawn


"But what can be done, the one who loves must share the fate of the one he loves."
Mikhail Bulgakov, The Master and Margarita



"We are all subject to the fates. But we must act as if we are not, or die of despair."
Philip Pullman, The Golden Compass (His Dark Materials, #1)

Fate is a cruel, heartless bitch!
 
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Cassandra Clare, City of Ashes (The Mortal Instruments, #2)


"Sometimes life has a cruel sense of humor, giving you the thing you always wanted at the worst time possible."
Lisa Kleypas, Sugar Daddy (Travises, #1)



Jennifer Salaiz


Rosamund Hodge, Cruel Beauty

"I'm not absolutely certain of the facts, but I rather fancy it's Shakespeare who says that it's always just when a fellow is feeling particularly braced with things in general that Fate sneaks up behind him with the bit of lead piping."
P. G. Wodehouse, Jeeves and the Unbidden Guest


Goldie Hawn



Mikhail Bulgakov, The Master and Margarita




Philip Pullman, The Golden Compass (His Dark Materials, #1)

Fate is a cruel, heartless bitch!
 

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I'm thinking of you Jean4. Sending you love & support at this difficult time. :heart::hug:
 
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@Dazedandconfused32 is going to be visiting you soon. Please take care of her
 
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Pierce my side with a broken promise, and I will bleed
all the crippled reasons why you deserve one more chance
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We are coming up on one week. I don't know if it went by slow or fast. Things are still blurry.

I am glad you missed the elections in your country. You would have hated the anger. It is interesting how I am being attacked and I'm not even there. People are taking their anger out on anyone.

Scary times we are in. I am glad you don't have to deal.

 
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Hello Stan.
 
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