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Miles067

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Feb 28, 2024
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Hi. I'm 2 minutes away from ctb. I'm about to take a fatal amount of caffeine powered. I understand it will be painful and horrible way to go but I've tried and tried to find other ways. I couldn't use carbon monoxide (coal) as where I live is hot and setting a fire will be extremely suspicious and the authorities will be called. I can't manage to hang myself as I don't have any good anchor points. Don't have access to guns in my country or any other type of drugs. It's either this or I'm driving into a tree. Anyway my time has come. 30 minutes of agony await till peace.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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This.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Oh no, I really wish you had asked around and did your research first on caffeine overdose, you would have learned how horrible and ineffective it is.
 
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devilsnjd

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Feb 16, 2024
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Oh no, I really wish you had asked around and did your research first on caffeine overdose, you would have learned how horrible and ineffective it is.
What about pairing it with 800 mg of ephedrine along with an anti-emetic?
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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What about pairing it with 800 mg of ephedrine along with an anti-emetic?
Don't know much about meds and ODs but the rule of thumb is for ctb you want to OD on CNS depressants and not on CNS stimulants like caffeine.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, it's truly so horrible how people cannot just have the option to die in a more peaceful way.
 
dogbreath

dogbreath

Youre not even in the hole, are you?
Feb 13, 2023
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:( hey op you still there? did u at least do research first about this method since a lethal dose might be different for everyone ,,
 
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Macc_Lad_71

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Feb 15, 2024
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Hi. I'm 2 minutes away from ctb. I'm about to take a fatal amount of caffeine powered. I understand it will be painful and horrible way to go but I've tried and tried to find other ways. I couldn't use carbon monoxide (coal) as where I live is hot and setting a fire will be extremely suspicious and the authorities will be called. I can't manage to hang myself as I don't have any good anchor points. Don't have access to guns in my country or any other type of drugs. It's either this or I'm driving into a tree. Anyway my time has come. 30 minutes of agony await till peace.
he was on here at 4.26am
 

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