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Good luck friend, If you'd like to chat before you go, my Pms are open. I wish you relief and peace
Good luck and I hope you find peace. The forest sounds like a nice spot.I say friends because I consider you all friends and family! I decided to end my life today using my rifle.. I'm driving to the woods about 30 miles away from my home because I don't want my beautiful family to see me disfigured.. I'm going to shoot through my mouth so it will be painless! Wish me luck! This should be it if you don't hear back from me in 4 hours it means I'm gone. Love yall
Walking dead
I'm sorry. CTB by gun is really hard. Don't be too hard to yourself!
Not an easy thing to do, or we'd all be dead. You're brave for trying. If I had a gun, I don't think I'd have the courage to pull the trigger.It's ok to backout, it's one of the hardest methods to pulloff. Most of us here are still trying to beat SI. Take it easy on yourself
Thank you I'm still shaking I don't know why! I think I can do I prob need more practice holding the gun… for some reason my phone was also distracting everyone was calling maybe I should leave my phone behind next timeIt's ok to backout, it's one of the hardest methods to pulloff. Most of us here are still trying to beat SI. Take it easy on yourself
It is good that you aborted then. Being distracted and not being focused plus shaking hands would have probably led to a botched attempt which is the worest outcome. Rest well now and think your method throughly. Wish you all the best
Thank you appreciate your support!It is good that you aborted then. Being distracted and not being focused plus shaking hands would have probably led to a botched attempt which is the worest outcome. Rest well now and think your method throughly. Wish you all the best
I know right? Tell me about it! Today's experience is like a trauma to me… thank you my friend!I'm sorry. CTB by gun is really hard. Don't be too hard to yourself!
Thank you and you're right it's not an easy thing to do!
Thank you so much! I'm still not myself and you're right it's terrifying!i don't think a single soul blames you for feeling the way you do. Taking your own life, no matter the circumstances is a terrifying thought and its probably the hardest decision you will ever have to make, i wish you the best regardless, wether that be in life or in death
