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Mar 2, 2026
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i love slowly losing my mind. i can feel my sanity slipping away because my brain is losing coherence, everything seems like a threat, etc.

how many are like us, the completely forgotten ones, without any support system. without any friends. without any visibility. no one even hears about the suicides of the isolated, save for family maybe.

i hate the isolation and the loneliness the decay and the insanity. i feel like suicide is just the next appropriate action for a case like mine. i don't know if anyone relates.
 
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isthisthingon

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May 16, 2026
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I can relate. Isolation from other people, starvation of touch. It's the saddest state of my life and there's no way to fix it in my case. I will not suffer like this much longer. To be alone is the worst feeling of my entire life.
 
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JeyJeyOfJeypore

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Jun 4, 2026
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Still havent seen anyone beat my record on and off of 20 years
Isolation makes you feel chronic pain that manifests as depression because of the lack of positive social interactions

I spent most of the time playing video games. You?

Think pets make it better. Some pet supply marts have animals from the shelter you can pet in the store
 

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