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apricothardroll

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May 7, 2026
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Hello everyone,
Long time lurker, finally made an account and this is my first post.
I was conflicted about starting a new thread vs asking this question in the existing sedation or opioid threads, but after reading those I thought my question might get lost in the shuffle as it were.

I currently have access to 1mg alprazolam (Xanax), 0.5mg Clonazepam (Klonopin), and 10/325 Percocet (oxycodone /acetaminophen). For purpose of this conversation, it can be assumed that I have an unlimited supply of all of these.
I also have Promethazine suppository and Ondansetron tablets, both antiemetics, and again an unlimited supply of each.

My tentative plan is:
-take both the promethazine and the ondansetron
-megadose either (or both?) of the benzodiazepines orally
-intravenously inject the oxycodone (after filtering with wheel filters)(I was thinking around 100mg?)

I guess my questions are:
-has anyone attempted this specific combination?
-am I missing something that makes this method likely to fail?


Thanks in advance for any input or advice you may have.
 
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youpi

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Jul 4, 2024
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100mg oxy won't kill you unless strong benzo. Also you have acetaminophen which destroy your livers
 
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Forveleth

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If you have been lurking a while you should know that no one is going to say this is a good idea. Medication ODs are very unpredictable and person - dependent. There is a very good chance your attempt will fail and leave you with lifelong damage rather than succeed.
 
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Feb 24, 2026
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prolly will be difficult to do a self-IV under the influence of benzos. also as previously mentioned acetaminophen isn't ideal.
 
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Snowstorm99

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Can confirm. I took 240mg of oxycodone crushed with 25mg of Xanax and woke up in the hospital. If you can get a heavy dose of oxycodone it would be fairly peaceful. I can't remember a thing once I took the crushed powder. Very pleasant way to go but hard to dose.
 
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apricothardroll

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May 7, 2026
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Thank you to those who took the time to respond to me, it means a lot. Since posting I feel... well, not good, but.. I don't really know how to put it. Suffice to say that the plans that I talked about here are on hold for now.

100mg oxy won't kill you unless strong benzo. Also you have acetaminophen which destroy your livers
I had planned to use wheel filters to filter out the acetaminophen and other parts of the pills to make it "safe" to inject. As far as "strong benzo", I know xanax isn't the strongest option, but it's what I have access to and I figured if the quantity was high enough that it should work (at least as far as this method works period)

prolly will be difficult to do a self-IV under the influence of benzos. also as previously mentioned acetaminophen isn't ideal.
My plan (which I didn't make clear in my original post, my apologies) was to take the benzos and then do the injection before the benzos had time to kick in. I figured the oxy would knock me out, and the benzos would continue "processing" through my system (I'm not sure if that's the right way to say it, but hopefully my meaning is understood)

Can confirm. I took 240mg of oxycodone crushed with 25mg of Xanax and woke up in the hospital. If you can get a heavy dose of oxycodone it would be fairly peaceful. I can't remember a thing once I took the crushed powder. Very pleasant way to go but hard to dose.
If you have been lurking a while you should know that no one is going to say this is a good idea. Medication ODs are very unpredictable and person - dependent. There is a very good chance your attempt will fail and leave you with lifelong damage rather than succeed.

Forveleth, you're right, I guess rather than asking "is this enough?" I should have asked "is this amount clearly NOT enough?", like were the amounts I mentioned likely to fail do to the low dose (on top of the already low likelihood of this method in general). Snowstorm99, your post has given me some insight in to that, so thank you for that.

Thank you for sharing this, it was definitely an interesting read, and somehow depressing seeing how much I might need (and even those extreme amounts are still probably not enough).
 
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ummwhaaat

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Oct 25, 2020
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Not a doctor, and haven't looked at SN "recommendations" but the opioids + SN ingestion might make a good combo for a "peaceful" CTB.
Afaik benzos may relive anxiety with SN but your body will still react. Opiods might reduce the reaction to how you perceive your body shutting down. But you also might end up choking in your own vomit so I would do further research
 
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