Being forced to die sucks soo much

[Heyyy]

I really wanted to live I never thought I'll be going out like this being forced to die is such a shit feeling I can't even explain it properly I wish I could've survived or somehow do something bout it ahhhh im soo sorry it sucks most people want to die I thought maybe things could get better but since I'm left with no options I'm forced to do it I gotta do it just that I got sooooo many regrets thanks for listening to me and no I'm not being physically forced or something
It's just the situation I wished it didn't happen
Thanks for listening I'll be gone soon

 

[lnlybnny]

I understand you. I feel forced and pressured by circumstances too. I feel trapped.

 

[DeadManLiving]

The process of preparing for one's one death by Suicide is traumatizing and tortuous, plus the toll of having to anticipatory grieve your own death, living but not alive.

 

[AbsentMindedHuman]

I'm sorry you can't leave under your own free will. Just another thing this world takes from us. I hope you are at peace soon and no longer have to endure any pain.

 

[DoubleUp8]

I feel forced as well. I can't afford to live anymore

 

[Heyyy]

Samee

I understand you. I feel forced and pressured by circumstances too. I feel trapped.

I'm sorry you can't leave under your own free will. Just another thing this world takes from us. I hope you are at peace soon and no longer have to endure any pain.

I could and ig I will just that I didn't wanted to I got way too many regrets

The process of preparing for one's one death by Suicide is traumatizing and tortuous, plus the toll of having to anticipatory grieve your own death, living but not alive.

Yes tho for me atleast sometimes suicide feels comforting

I feel forced as well. I can't afford to live anymore

Same everything is soo shit

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

That's why people that reproduce boggle my mind. They are creating lives that they know will inevitably end in death and will most likely involve more suffering than not. Selfish, psychotic behavior if you ask me.

 

[Heyyy]

That's why people that reproduce boggle my mind. They are creating lives that they know will inevitably end in death and will most likely involve more suffering than not. Selfish, psychotic behavior if you ask me.

True

True

If you didn't fucking wanted a child and were just going to abusive him and give him all the hate why did you had them

 

[Praestat_Mori]

To be forced to die bc of unsolvable circumstances is so awful. I'm sorry you have to go through this. Do want to tell a bit more about the situation? What's your method, if I may ask.

 

[lnlybnny]

That's why people that reproduce boggle my mind. They are creating lives that they know will inevitably end in death and will most likely involve more suffering than not. Selfish, psychotic behavior if you ask me.

Exactly... And what is even more annoying is that most of them usually are unconscious about all the consequences that having just casual sex and bringing a child into the world will have, they literally don't care at all

 

[Heyyy]

To be forced to die bc of unsolvable circumstances is so awful. I'm sorry you have to go through this. Do want to tell a bit more about the situation? What's your method, if I may ask.

Well parental abuse wayyy too much I can't even explain properly here ig
Sn

 

[Kismet]

That's why people that reproduce boggle my mind. They are creating lives that they know will inevitably end in death and will most likely involve more suffering than not. Selfish, psychotic behavior if you ask me.

It's instinctual on some level, and its what society says people should do. It's absolutely selfish without a doubt. The point of life is to reproduce and society needs people to contribute so the rich get richer and the modern world keeps on keeping on. The modern world needs the people that dont matter and wont amount to anything more than a worker. Not many people realize how screwed up things are

 

[_Minsk]

being forced to ctb is the worst, life is just cruel

 

[Heyyy]

It's instinctual on some level, and its what society says people should do. It's absolutely selfish without a doubt. The point of life is to reproduce and society needs people to contribute so the rich get richer and the modern world keeps on keeping on. The modern world needs the people that dont matter and wont amount to anything more than a worker. Not many people realize how screwed up things are

True
I know right
I know right

being forced to ctb is the worst, life is just cruel

Yep

 

[JenX]

That's exactly my situation atm. It's my own fault, I took a gamble Y0LO style and thought if it doesn't work, Plan B is I'll just kill myself. Lol. Omg. I should've investigated how I would go about doing that before I took the gamble! I've been on here for hours and hours, I had no idea it was this hard. It seems easy from the media accounts. People do it all the time… But now I have five days to CTB(which originally I thought was cease to be.) Catch the bus. If I don't, I'm homeless and that freaks me out more than being dead. And I'm too old for that anyways. Ironically, I love life! I am so curious about everything esp anything to do with nature. And learning about it is never-ending and awe-inspiring … Damn.

 

[Heyyy]

Ik this suck

That's exactly my situation atm. It's my own fault, I took a gamble Y0LO style and thought if it doesn't work, Plan B is I'll just kill myself. Lol. Omg. I should've investigated how I would go about doing that before I took the gamble! I've been on here for hours and hours, I had no idea it was this hard. It seems easy from the media accounts. People do it all the time… But now I have five days to CTB(which originally I thought was cease to be.) Catch the bus. If I don't, I'm homeless and that freaks me out more than being dead. And I'm too old for that anyways. Ironically, I love life! I am so curious about everything esp anything to do with nature. And learning about it is never-ending and awe-inspiring … Damn.

I know this sucks tho I think you're going through alot of things if you wanna talk I'd love too :)