I can't take it anymore.
I suck in life; I'm not good at anything, I always feel tired and disappointed, and I always procrastinate.
Got laid off for being mediocre, can't find another job; every job asks for experience. Since I got fired, it looks bad that I didn't last long enough, and if I hide that, I wouldn't have any experience.
I thought about going back to school since I could get paid, at least for medicine or something, but I burned every connection I had, and, as I said, I'm mediocre, so I know I can't get in on my own without any help.
Why am I like this? Why am I mediocre, and why can't I just kill myself? I'm just too scared to do it; I just want to get killed or something.
I suck in life; I'm not good at anything, I always feel tired and disappointed, and I always procrastinate.
Got laid off for being mediocre, can't find another job; every job asks for experience. Since I got fired, it looks bad that I didn't last long enough, and if I hide that, I wouldn't have any experience.
I thought about going back to school since I could get paid, at least for medicine or something, but I burned every connection I had, and, as I said, I'm mediocre, so I know I can't get in on my own without any help.
Why am I like this? Why am I mediocre, and why can't I just kill myself? I'm just too scared to do it; I just want to get killed or something.
