Back again (BPD)

[stayedtoolong]

I did not think I would return to actually wanting and potentially planning but I can not escape this turmoil. My brain is sick and I can not get any help to make it stop thinking like this. Everyday is a struggle and it is not even worth it. I do not want to be a statistic, I do not want to harm my family but I am absolutely failing and dying each and everyday and I am at a loss on what to do. I do not want to do this anymore. I can not.

 

[Crow_88]

I hear you. I do.

 

[SchrodingerIsDed]

Try going for a walk and listening to the birds. Sometimes the most complex issues have the most simple solutions. Even if they only work for a little while. Or take a nap. Or eat some food. Something to get you out of your head

It will be okay. I promise. One way or another, in the end, it will be okay.

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you've suffered a lot, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the relief you search for.