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owarikigan

owarikigan

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Sep 19, 2025
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i wouldn't want to dirty my room. its hardly changed since i was a child so it would likely add an extra layer of trauma to see that juxtaposition. and i would rather not be found by people who think they care about me. because despite what they caused on me no one deserves to see that. i also am horrified of being caught with a shotgun in hand or being spotted by people in general. would finding a middle of a forest be the best bet
 
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1nocares

1nocares

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May 22, 2026
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I wonder the same. I thought a forest preserve, or an underpass. I just hate the idea of anyone finding me. I want to get lost at sea or something
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
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I was gonna do it in the middle of the woods at a hiking trail almost nobody ever goes on
 
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May 19, 2026
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I was planning to slit my wrist while in the bathtub, just slowly bleeding out while I lose consciousness.
 
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Apr 27, 2026
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With gun, the challenges are how to not pick up attention from the sounds. Some popular hunting place might be a good choice or somewhere near a shooting ranges
 
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coolcow1289

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Mar 17, 2026
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Choose somewhere without a lot of people. If you find somewhere in nature, good. Otherwise you can do it in your car. My plan was always to call 911 right before, so that trained experienced first responders would find my body. As opposed to traumatizing some random person.
 

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