Discussion are we doomed to live

[cureforintroversion]

i always felt empty in life, no real passion, no real hobbies.
i was never interested in cars, nor sports nor anything special. Just another guy who would play video-games all day, so the most logical choice was to go for comp sci (according to my parents, counsellors and stuff haha) but it doesn't interest me.
And with college ending, I am now stuck with a major I don't like, a desire to do nothing, feeling like an empty husk of my old self.

i don't wanna ctb because i have a gf and i think it'll destroy her too so i am just waiting for us to break up to think about what to do but with how things are going I think I am gonna start isolating myself more and more, I just can't feel any desire to see things, to do things. It feels like I am doomed.

I wanna hear the situations of other people, to know that i am not the only one with this mindset, with this whole thing goong on in his head.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I used to have a great passion for being creative so- that has been my crutch really up until a few years back. Now, most everything feels like a chore. I could probably happily play computer games, hang around this forum and YouTube all day. That's what I tend to do with time off. But, I've pretty much always worked or studied so- it's known I can do it and it's expected of me.

But yes, I feel the same. I don't feel like I can inflict my suicide on my Dad. So, I just feel stuck here- trying to get through life while I still feel obliged to.