Venting Anyone else going to be homeless in the future?

[prettyclam]

I think I'll be homeless by the end of this year because of how poor I am. No matter how hard I try saving money, I never have enough. The mental hospital and therapy gave me debt that takes all my paychecks. Combined with other bills, I never have more than 200$ at a time. That's sounds so pathetic writing but it's true.

Nothing can help the situation. I've already thought of second jobs, better jobs, lowest payment plans, budgeting, ect. All the plans fail for various reasons I could write a paragraph about.

I don't know how I'll be able to save for college, buy a car, or move out at this rate. I feel behind compared to other 19 year olds who already have apartments and cars while in college.

It's only a matter of time until my dad kicks me out too. He hates me for being depressed and suicidal. I have no family or friends to lean on, so afterwards I'll be on the streets. I'll never survive.

Is anyone else in this predicament? I hate knowing I have no future apart from homelessness. It's fuels my suicidal thoughts and depression. There's nothing I can do except ctb, which I can't do either due to no available methods

 

[kosmischerunfall]

Hey prettyclam, i know exactly what you feel like.
I will ctb next month, but if i stayed alive, i would definitely be homeless.

When I was 16 i knew i wouldn`t make it far in life.
I was this shy, anxious loser without any goals or desire to keep going on.

I`m also 19 and feel so behind everybody, because they somehow seem so successful and without any problems.
And then there´s us with so much on our minds worrying about so much we shouldn`t worry about in our young years--

The problems i had made it impossible to think about a future where i live a normal life.
I was so lonely at that time, i had no support, no one that could understand me.

It must be hard to live in a country where healthcare isn´t free, i`m so sorry.
You just went looking for help, and this help is creating more harm than good..
We`re just puppets in this world that get controlled by the evil Politicians that want our money, no real empathy or love at all in this world.

Maybe living in a Motel or something really cheap, maybe a shared apartment with lots of people?

I really wish that you find a solution for this <3
If you ever want to talk, i`m here for youu :}

 

[LastNite]

Call the hospital if youre low-income ask them about applications such as financial hardship to forgive your debt. Also start looking for resources. You dont need to go to college if that makes life worse right now. You can always go to college later in life. Life is brutal sorry that is happening to you. I hope you find a solution to your problems. Please be safe.

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

I probably will . It can be in 1 year or ten but the moment will come. Thats my main impulse tho, as i dont see myself surviving even 1 day.

 

[prettyclam]

Hey prettyclam, i know exactly what you feel like.
I will ctb next month, but if i stayed alive, i would definitely be homeless.

When I was 16 i knew i wouldn`t make it far in life.
I was this shy, anxious loser without any goals or desire to keep going on.

I`m also 19 and feel so behind everybody, because they somehow seem so successful and without any problems.
And then there´s us with so much on our minds worrying about so much we shouldn`t worry about in our young years--

The problems i had made it impossible to think about a future where i live a normal life.
I was so lonely at that time, i had no support, no one that could understand me.

It must be hard to live in a country where healthcare isn´t free, i`m so sorry.
You just went looking for help, and this help is creating more harm than good..
We`re just puppets in this world that get controlled by the evil Politicians that want our money, no real empathy or love at all in this world.

Maybe living in a Motel or something really cheap, maybe a shared apartment with lots of people?

I really wish that you find a solution for this <3
If you ever want to talk, i`m here for youu :}

It really is a shame that we have to stress about these things. Young adulthood is for finding ourselves, but capitalism makes it impossible without being rich or having a rich family who cares about you. Reading your comment made me feel better though. It feels less lonely knowing I'm not the only person experiencing this. It especially feels that way when all around you are successful people who don't understand. Living in a motel may be my only option soon. Just have to find a way to stretch whatever money I'll have.

Call the hospital if youre low-income ask them about applications such as financial hardship to forgive your debt. Also start looking for resources. You dont need to go to college if that makes life worse right now. You can always go to college later in life. Life is brutal sorry that is happening to you. I hope you find a solution to your problems. Please be safe.

I'll look into that. I've already lessened my phone bill to the cheapest option so next I'll see what can happen with my debt. Idk how it'll go though since I'm on my Dad's insurance (He's still making me pay though) but maybe it doesnt matter. College leads to better jobs which is why I want to go quickly, but waiting sounds better for now

I probably will . It can be in 1 year or ten but the moment will come. Thats my main impulse tho, as i dont see myself surviving even 1 day.

Waiting for that moment is agonizing, knowing it's coming but not when. Everyday I wonder if this will be the day my dad kicks me out. Being homeless is tough enough even for the strongest, so my 5'2 100 lbs self will probably be trafficked the second I hit the streets lol

 

[58Alice85]

will run out of money soon
homeless februari 2026 if im not dead by then
maybe this is a good thing if i want to die? bums constantly die from cold, drugs, no food, etc

 

[Hollowman]

The only way I won't be homeless is if I win the lottery.

 

[WeAllDream]

I think I'll be homeless by the end of this year because of how poor I am. No matter how hard I try saving money, I never have enough. The mental hospital and therapy gave me debt that takes all my paychecks. Combined with other bills, I never have more than 200$ at a time. That's sounds so pathetic writing but it's true.

Nothing can help the situation. I've already thought of second jobs, better jobs, lowest payment plans, budgeting, ect. All the plans fail for various reasons I could write a paragraph about.

I don't know how I'll be able to save for college, buy a car, or move out at this rate. I feel behind compared to other 19 year olds who already have apartments and cars while in college.

It's only a matter of time until my dad kicks me out too. He hates me for being depressed and suicidal. I have no family or friends to lean on, so afterwards I'll be on the streets. I'll never survive.

Is anyone else in this predicament? I hate knowing I have no future apart from homelessness. It's fuels my suicidal thoughts and depression. There's nothing I can do except ctb, which I can't do either due to no available methods

Applying for aid for your medical bills probably will do a lot more than you think. They'd almost certainly go by your income instead of your father's since you're an adult. I've had luck with a hospital forgiving a bill, just takes some bureaucracy.

As far as college, there might be other ways to accomplish it. Companies pay for employees to get a degree. The programs vary and it isn't all companies, of course, but you might be surprised. I know a lot of utility companies do, and they usually have entry-level customer service jobs that pay ok. Those can be remote, so perfect when dealing with depression. There must be other companies...maybe check out which big ones are in your area? You write well, so I bet that you're intelligent and well-spoken and could do well in a job like that. I'm sorry, I'm trying to think of anything that will help. Really don't know what to say about housing, except maybe if you can get relief from medical bills your improved finances might give options. I'm older, and can confirm that it is legitimately an awful time to come of age, but the world can change a lot and quickly. I hope you figure out how for the world to be a more comfortable place that gives you room to dream and be happy. Also, really wish your Dad was supportive. That just makes everything heavier on you. For what it's worth, here's a big "Mom" hug from me.
(づ◡﹏◡)づ

 

[scordatura]

Try not to compare yourself to other people who already have apartments and cars, they are most likely receiving some sort of support, from family or even government support, that is helping them do that. The cost of living these days are well through the roof, you aren't alone on wondering how you are even just going to manage to survive, on top of funding your studies.

I was worried about homelessness too for a while there, it's a scary thought, thought I was going to lose my flat, wondering where I can store my few most important possessions till I got myself back on my feet. I'm studying again in college myself right now, I was ready to drop out because of it like I did many years ago, as well as for other reasons, not sure how I could support myself. I'm lucky I managed to sort something out to keep me going for the next few months, as my country offers support to students.

I really hope you find something, that will help you be able to support yourself, as well as go forward with your studies. It's so difficult as a student, trying to get qualifications that will allow you a decent job, when the cost of studying is so high in the first place.

 

[w1ngedpearl]

I'm going to CTB, but if I stayed alive, I would definitely become homeless. I have no higher education, no skills, no motivation, no desire to work or self-improve, I will never become rich as I dreamt of. When I was working, I barely afforded food. My mom pays all bills for the apartment and I always ask her so send me some money because I just can't buy anything. I have to starve for a week every month because there aren't enough money and prices become more and more high in my country. :^)

I feel you and can relate. It sucks to live that way. I can only hope the situation will become easier for you and other people who are going through the same. Not having enough money is one of the most stressful issues.