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FadingDawn

FadingDawn

Experienced
Jul 18, 2023
282
Anybody get random, constant anxiety attacks — become breathless and generally afraid, as of nothing? I usually get horrendous social anxiety from social contact, which is explicable and understandable. But this is a different sort of anxiety
 
Hystearical

Hystearical

In tears
Jul 23, 2022
4,955
My whole life is one giant anxiety attack.
 
MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,831
All the time. The worst instance landed me in the emergency room because of heavy breathing. I thought I was slowly dying. The moment the ER doctor told me my vitals were good and it was likely just a panic attack, the breathing difficulties immediately dissipated. Often it's all in the head.

Last night my anxiety about having to possibly suffer through a couple more decades of my miserable life got so bad that I had to take 2 benadryl pills to knock myself out.
 
Abyssal

Abyssal

Probably gonna die soon maybe?
Nov 26, 2023
1,326
Absolutely. I didn't know that I had anxiety attacks for a long time because people often mistake them for panic attacks and generally I felt I wasn't suffering enough. Turns out, you don't exactly beat SI by being emotionally stable.
 

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