Anybody else get really sad when they wake up?

[CoolGuy9]

Just woke up and felt sad and depressed, because of reality. Calmed myself with the fact that I can ctb in 3 weeks.

Anybody else get the morning sadness?

 

[Gaybonez]

Why would I be aware of what you said before I joined the forum? I'm not a stalker interested in reading your old posts or following you from thread to thread.


Yeah, I'm the one attacking random suicidal people for eating animal products like a psycho -

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-hate-those-happy-people.67508/#post-1252357

Am I supposed to care what you think? I have stated my background multiple times on this account. And yes, as expected you are stalking me in every thread I go

 

[FuneralCry]

Mornings are the worst time for me. I think it is just a disappointing feeling that I am still here and I am about to face another day of existing.

 

[MBY85]

Me. The morings are the worst. I always hope that for some miracle I don't wake up, but I am never that lucky

 

[Dear Agony]

Actually, I feel way worse when I'm in bed to head to sleep. Because the day replays in my head, and then I'm sure things aren't going to get better ever.

 

[CoolGuy9]

Actually, I feel way worse when I'm in bed to head to sleep. Because the day replays in my head, and then I'm sure things aren't going to get better ever.

Relatable. I absolutely despise going to bed.

 

[Eira]

First waking up is always the hardest. As the day goes on I usually start to feel a little better, until I start realizing the day is coming to a close and that I'll have to deal with it again.

I always wake up with a deep, sunken heart and my mind haunting me as it shoots every which direction

Usually work gets me distracted from it a little bit, but the idea of going to work while feeling like that makes going to bed that much harder to the point where I usually get two hours of sleep each night due to my fear of waking up.

Just becomes an endless cycle that feeds off of everything else in that cycle

 

[finish.me]

whenever i nap, i wake up in so much agony. mornings have always been tough but i can usually push through waking up after a nights sleep- but for some reason when i wake up from SPECIFICALLY naps it's like all the pain and sadness and agony of everything hits me and all i wish for is to fucking die lol. idk what that phenomenon is, but it is genuinely an unbearable, indescribable existential emptiness and sadness. why does it happen?

 

[JU.]

I read that you can go to work, get up, cook. For months I have struggled even to leave the room. I am stretched out for 22 hours a day. Yet I risked being happy, totally, I have been for a few weeks. Then the collapse, the return of obsessive thoughts. This is leading me to ctb

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

yes mornings suck. usually because i have ok dreams in which everything is decent again.

 

[Zzzzz]

Every day is a new disappointment.

 

[ncmxm]

Yeah I can relate

I love going to bed and falling asleep, when it's dark outside and I don't have to go anywhere or do anything and can just curl in a ball and not think about anything for a bit, I almost feel at peace

And waking up is the exact opposite of that, it's losing that peace and I hate this feeling

 

[CiproKilledMe]

I wake up every day in a near panic, horrified at the fact that I'm still alive, still in this body, and have 16+ hours of non-stop pain & suffering before me. I wish I had the courage and bravery so many others on here possess to end this nightmare once and for all. I clearly don't know when to quit.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

Every stinking day….

 

[Blackpoolbootz]

Y

Just woke up and felt sad and depressed, because of reality. Calmed myself with the fact that I can ctb in 3 weeks.

Anybody else get the morning sadness?

Know exactly what you mean. Before my current meds. Woke up feeling fine and a few moments later the darkness decends more horrible feeling only time when you can differentiate between feeling normal and severely depressed. Said that to doctor ect and time and they just looked at me blankly.

 

[heraclitus23]

Every day I look back at my wasted life and dread my empty future.

 

[LDARbeforeROPE]

Yes the dread is terrible

 

[Jumping_realms]

Yes.

Mornings and nights are always the worst.

 

[WOODESITY]

in the morning i usually have good mood for few moments but it's always temporary, later i feel awful that I'm still alive And as cycle continues worse i get, I'm simply sick of these routines and my life itself

 

[Pisceslilith]

Me everytime I wake up:

 

[heraclitus23]

Yes.

Mornings and nights are always the worst.

And the hours in between are fairly bad, too.

 

[Sadaiz]

Everyday !

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

So I wake n bake lol it's the only way I can bare being alive to any degree

Fellow insomniac here. Can you clarify "wake N bake"? Want to make sure I get what you're saying. I get up, after just a couple hours of sleep, exhausted (but can't fall back asleep). So I start to work. Would love to find a solution...

I sometimes stay awake as long as I can so I don't have to wake up, and start a new day.

Wow.. Thought I was the only one...

 

[Smart No More]

Fellow insomniac here. Can you clarify "wake N bake"? Want to make sure I get what you're saying. I get up, after just a couple hours of sleep, exhausted (but can't fall back asleep). So I start to work. Would love to find a solution...


Wow.. Thought I was the only one...

Wake n bake means getting stoned 'baked' as soon as you wake. Specifically on weed.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

Wake n bake means getting stoned 'baked' as soon as you wake. Specifically on weed.

HA! Thanks.

 

[NotStrongEnough]

Different parts of the day hit my "CTB" feeling. I usually wake up and start thinking about some shit I can't change and it just starts from there. Almost every morning I wake up mildly crying. If I dream about certain things, or people, or animals, it's worse. I hate mornings more than any other time of the day..

Also, OMG the drama here - yall, this is better than Dynasty!

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

Just woke up and felt sad and depressed, because of reality. Calmed myself with the fact that I can ctb in 3 weeks.

Anybody else get the morning sadness?

I've had dreams where things are good, and even better a few times in my life I've been able to go so deeply into sleep that I forget that I exist. Absolute disappointment and anger when I wake up.

 

[END21_22]

First thought of the day is sheer disappointment that I woke up, meaning another day of misery. Honestly, been a while since I looked forward to my day.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Omg yes, waking up from the peaceful non suffering sleep just to realize i'll have to deal with lots of bullshit again and with humans especially makes me angry. I'ts even worse when I wake up sober.

 

[agate]

Oh yes, every morning. I'm always also disappointed that I didn't die in my sleep.

 

[Painless_end]

Yes extremely sad. I suffer daily.