Any homeless people here?

[Hunter]

I get you in everything. If you have decided to ctb and have no hope anymore for things to get better then it can feel pointless like everything else in life.

But every single person in this world have gotten financial help from others. So it's not a shame for sure. Since life is unfair I believe that those who have too much should share with others who have too little. They get happy themselves from it too. I get happier when giving than receiving too. Those who get help they give others help some day in something and that way world change for better what everyone wants.

Could you ask help from church. They can pay for rent in many countries. People give so much money there (where I live we have to pay taxes to be in any Christian church though hardly anyone ever goes to church) that they want to be used for that purpose. Also every city have wellfare systems.

People talk as prolifers for many reasons even they would ctb themselves. Fear that God will tell them in afterlife that they should have tried to help out someone to live (not to die at least) because he/she would have made world better for many. Religion and media teach the same that we have to almost like force people to live though nobody knows the reason why. So also in here people who will ctb themselves have kind of talked like prolifers to others to make sure they don't affect someones decision on it that nobody wants to do.

But I get the fear. I haven't thought about it enough. People who want attention and want to be praised by others may tell about people who are going to ctb to cops etc. to make themselves feel important and good. Even those who may do the same one day.

Also I have read about police trainings when figuring the cause of death. They read and use the material in some euthanasia sites to teach cops to know when it was suicide and when accident. Though if deceased had no insurance then legally it doesn't matter. But they want to always blame someone.

Cops can also locate anyone's device here even with prepaid card. But people who made this site have registered it to some country so that cops don't have legislation for example in USA to locate person who says here they are going to ctb in USA. The creator of this site have given interview to magazine too. So I wouldn't worry about cops with legislation as its now. But you are right. Only way to get in trouble is to give personal info here. One person who searched ctb partner was even blackmailed by some greep who she thought was nice and she had trusted him.

So what you said is something that those who seek partners should know also. Also nothing can stop cops to write here. If they have name and/or address in their country they can intervene.
Though I really hope that that resource in police is used to find pedophiles.

Thanks for the ideas, but I'm not actually interested in welfare. I'm ctb'ing for a multitude of reasons but mainly I know I'll never be independent again and that's not something I can live with. Thanks for clarification around the cops, I really don't think they invest much manpower in tracking people here in the U.S. but I always try to be wary of who may be on the site. I personally feel if there is a user here who is looking to "save" people they're in the wrong place, as we all have a choice for what do with our lives. I'm sure many here have tried to fix their problems before getting to this place, but I might be assuming.

 

[Hunter]

Been 4 nights now of 30 degree weather and it's been ok overall. I'm just really tired all the time.

I wake up with cold feet, and sometimes get caught needing a restroom but I have found workarounds.