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nonliv

nonliv

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Aug 30, 2024
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I feel like I'd want to fall asleep as I die. It feels the most piecefull, but alot of methods I've read on here have quite confusing medicine names. Can anyone simplify what I need too get? Saying (name of medicicine) which is usualy (used for stomach pain) for example. I'm sorry, I am new too the site and yet still hard to figure out the way it works. Thank you for your patience
 
Wolf Girl

Wolf Girl

"This place made me feel worthless"
Jun 12, 2024
651
Drug overdoses are unreliable and not recommended. There is no easy way to just "fall asleep and not wake up" or every one of us would have already taken it. Suicide is scary and painful. There is no avoiding that unless maybe you can access Nembutal in your country, which you most likely cannot.

 
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nonliv

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Aug 30, 2024
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Drug overdoses are unreliable and not recommended. There is no easy way to just "fall asleep and not wake up" or every one of us would have already taken it. Suicide is scary and painful. There is no avoiding that unless maybe you can access Nembutal in your country, which you most likely cannot.
Ah, feared that. I'll probably be changing and looking for a few methods before settling in
 
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mrtime87

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Jul 9, 2024
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Unless you qualify for physician assisted suicide, like in Canada or Switzerland, you won't find anything.

The irony is when you want to die from overdosing, you live, but when you want to live, you end up dying from an accidental overdose. Even then, the person who dies usually has other health problems or is really old and already on their death bed.

That's why I check on the ages of people who I read about online who have killed themselves. If I see they were in their 80s, I know I cannot use them as an an example or source for my own method. These are outliers and people who were already dying.

Nembutal really is the only sleeping medication I've heard of that will work, and you won't find it on a black marker or dark web. You would have to go to Switzerland and qualify for death with dignity, which is expensive and very hard to do.

Suicide is painful, there's no question about it. Even with a gun, you have to be so far gone that you don't even have any SI to stop you from pulling the trigger.

However, there are options like inert gases that supposedly are painless. I tried to end my life with argon but failed. I used a homemade exit bag and while nervous didn't feel any SI from stopping me from pulling the bag over my head.

The problem was I didn't pass out. That was my only option, and I was devastated that it didn't work. That was a few months ago and my situation has only gotten worse.

If you do choose an inert gas make sure to test the purity of the tank. I'm pretty sure the argon I ordered wasn't 100 percent. And the exit bag is a pain in the ass to assemble. I used the peaceful handbook for instructions but am not that skilled at arts and crafts. I honestly might not have crafted the exit bag the correct way.

Just know that while the inert gas sounds good, even if it was helium, can go wrong, no matter how reliable everyone reports it to be.

Hopefully this helps
 
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deletedaccount30982

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Mar 10, 2020
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There are very few prescription meds with much chance of killing you. And over the counter meds you can pretty much just forget about, the odds are abysmally low for all of them. Unless you happen to have chronic conditions that land you with just the right cocktail of prescriptions to hoard, don't even bother. I'll be CTB with my cardiac medications and a few other meds mixed in for sedative effects, but I'm lucky enough to have a condition that lets me get my hands on them.
 
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Plentiful_Despair

Experienced
Aug 23, 2024
261
I always just use seroquel, but I don't know if that just works me for because I have bipolar. Its a quite strong medication, so better ask your doctor
 

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