SadCryingBunny
Experienced
- Apr 10, 2025
- 283
Hi all, so I'm really fucking done with this world. I'm in the process of getting the setup I've explained below ready. Once it's been heavily tested and is 100% reliable which I am certain it is, I will be buying a Jet Ski in a few months and travelling far away to die. It's just I will need an anxiety medication or something as knowing I will die induces panic and I won't be able to drive 500km to the remote boat ramp and another 300km with my jet ski. I'll be bringing extra fuel for the jet ski. I will never be found or at least for a long time.
When I ctb, I will have a large 15L 232Bar scuba tank supplying 80L or so a minute of air into the exit bag with a hose attached near my neck so I breath in the fresh air coming out the hose directly. The air will last me about an hour after I'm asleep and will constantly fill the bag up and replenish it with oxygen and expel co2 build up. Now after taking a few Zolpidem sleeping pills and whatever anxiety medication I can get my hands on, when I begin to feel sleepy, I will turn open the valve to release the air and activate the padlock timer at the exact same time. The 2nd stage regulator will be already pre set to automatically begin free flowing at the set flow rate via the Venturi swivel. I would've fitted the air tank and scuba tank filled with nitrogen with Apollo Bio filters onto the regulators so they moisturise the dry compressed air to make breathing the gas as comfortable as possible. 80L flow rate a minute will be plenty, 20L is too little, I feel it is not enough for comfort or to expel co2 from a large turkey exit bag. A small exit bag feels claustrophobic. 60L - 80L flow rate a minute is best or at least 40L. You get what I mean. Anyway I will have my final meal, put on my favourite movie etc and use ear plugs if needed if the gas is too loud. I will wear a beanie so the plastic of the bag doesn't rub against the back of my head/neck and bother me. When the air runs out at the estimated time or near based on the exact cylinder PSI (PSI measured using accurate scuba dive computer & wireless air transmitter) & flow rate, which I would've done several trial runs to confirm, the padlock timer I would've started the moment I turned on the 15L gas will expire and unlock. When the padlock unlocks, the weights clipped to the padlock will fall from an elevated position from a camera tripod and pull the rope tied and taped around the 9L scuba tank valve at 200Bar that is filled with 99.9% Nitrogen gas. The nitrogen gas will then flow into the exit bag and will last me about 30 minutes. I hope I'll be dead from the gas within 5 minutes. The nitrogen will expel any remaining oxygen in the bag rapidly. If somehow the air tank is still flowing when the nitrogen begins to flow due to slight minor variations in flow rate due to any reason despite several timed trails, the difference should be minimal, a minute or so of oxygen flowing in with the nitrogen which both will compete with another and still lead to unconscious as any decent drop in oxygen below 20% and I should go into unconsciousness while asleep. As the oxygen drops closer to 1%, death will follow. It is best to set the timing to be accurate as possible as breathing in pure nitrogen rapidly makes the dying and transition to unconsciousness more rapid. This is a very very reliable simple method to ctb while asleep when heavily sedated if setup properly. It's the most TRUE Peaceful method I can think of besides euthanasia. I'm just asking questions about whether I will experience any awareness when the nitrogen gas activates despite being asleep as I can't tolerate it when I'm awake trying to pass out. I will be restrained with the 2 tanks lying down strapped in position, therefore I don't want to suffer. I want to be gone and that's it.
When I ctb, I will have a large 15L 232Bar scuba tank supplying 80L or so a minute of air into the exit bag with a hose attached near my neck so I breath in the fresh air coming out the hose directly. The air will last me about an hour after I'm asleep and will constantly fill the bag up and replenish it with oxygen and expel co2 build up. Now after taking a few Zolpidem sleeping pills and whatever anxiety medication I can get my hands on, when I begin to feel sleepy, I will turn open the valve to release the air and activate the padlock timer at the exact same time. The 2nd stage regulator will be already pre set to automatically begin free flowing at the set flow rate via the Venturi swivel. I would've fitted the air tank and scuba tank filled with nitrogen with Apollo Bio filters onto the regulators so they moisturise the dry compressed air to make breathing the gas as comfortable as possible. 80L flow rate a minute will be plenty, 20L is too little, I feel it is not enough for comfort or to expel co2 from a large turkey exit bag. A small exit bag feels claustrophobic. 60L - 80L flow rate a minute is best or at least 40L. You get what I mean. Anyway I will have my final meal, put on my favourite movie etc and use ear plugs if needed if the gas is too loud. I will wear a beanie so the plastic of the bag doesn't rub against the back of my head/neck and bother me. When the air runs out at the estimated time or near based on the exact cylinder PSI (PSI measured using accurate scuba dive computer & wireless air transmitter) & flow rate, which I would've done several trial runs to confirm, the padlock timer I would've started the moment I turned on the 15L gas will expire and unlock. When the padlock unlocks, the weights clipped to the padlock will fall from an elevated position from a camera tripod and pull the rope tied and taped around the 9L scuba tank valve at 200Bar that is filled with 99.9% Nitrogen gas. The nitrogen gas will then flow into the exit bag and will last me about 30 minutes. I hope I'll be dead from the gas within 5 minutes. The nitrogen will expel any remaining oxygen in the bag rapidly. If somehow the air tank is still flowing when the nitrogen begins to flow due to slight minor variations in flow rate due to any reason despite several timed trails, the difference should be minimal, a minute or so of oxygen flowing in with the nitrogen which both will compete with another and still lead to unconscious as any decent drop in oxygen below 20% and I should go into unconsciousness while asleep. As the oxygen drops closer to 1%, death will follow. It is best to set the timing to be accurate as possible as breathing in pure nitrogen rapidly makes the dying and transition to unconsciousness more rapid. This is a very very reliable simple method to ctb while asleep when heavily sedated if setup properly. It's the most TRUE Peaceful method I can think of besides euthanasia. I'm just asking questions about whether I will experience any awareness when the nitrogen gas activates despite being asleep as I can't tolerate it when I'm awake trying to pass out. I will be restrained with the 2 tanks lying down strapped in position, therefore I don't want to suffer. I want to be gone and that's it.
and release like 30 minutes after you sleep. This can be done via a rope taped around a scuba valve. I haven't been very suicidal recently so haven't been active on this site. My transfer hose and all setup just arrived. I'll make a post soon.
