Venting Another Failed Attempt 30 minutes ago

[Amaree]

I really don't know why it's so hard to push past SI

i've made things as simple as i could for myself

Limited setup , Full suspention
Nothing too complicated but i can't seem to make my body do what i want

all that i needed to do today was breathe and cut a tiny 1/4" rope and i would of been out of here

i feel like im losing my mind at this point

or i've already lost it

 

[SVEN]

SI is a tough one, we get it. Be kind to yourself.

 

[Amaree]

SI is a tough one, we get it. Be kind to yourself.

thanks

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you have to suffer like that, it's so dreadful to me how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence, I wish there's the option to just simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[wiggy]

Sorry to hear that. Remember there's no time limit on you. Soldier on a while longer.

 

[Afterglow]

maybe it's not your time. the bus will always be there. you dont need to rush.