Story Another Attempt

[kingfool316]

Ok, my last plan failed, and now it is time to stop playing around. No more second guessing, no more "Ah this seems a better option", I am going to just use my chord, get that isolated tree and be done with it. No more theatrics, just use the old fashion and true method that has been used since our ancestors discovered rope. I have to make mental preparations, get some suspision off me, and I will have to again do some last rites aka enjoy my last few days with movies, the new monster hunter wilds, and some good food. Sorry I am just really pissed and just want all of this to end. I can't take it anymore

 

[Carrot]

I try to stay as miserable and self-destructive as possible before attempts, remind myself why am I doing this, more likely to carry out. Last rites would make sense to me if it was assisted suicide.

 

[ForeverCaHa]

I try to stay as miserable and self-destructive as possible before attempts, remind myself why am I doing this, more likely to carry out. Last rites would make sense to me if it was assisted suicide.

This is essentially my plan too. Looking at photos of my partner, messages he sent me, reading the suicide note he left for me. Just ways to remind myself what has brought me here. It will be miserable, but that's kind of the point I suppose

 

[kingfool316]

I try to stay as miserable and self-destructive as possible before attempts, remind myself why am I doing this, more likely to carry out. Last rites would make sense to me if it was assisted suicide.

I do both. My rites are also my impulsive self destructive tendencies

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, I hope you find the freedom from suffering you search for.