Given the circumstances, I think you acted like a caring friend not a pro lifer.
Choosing to end one's life should never be an impulsive decision, and slitting one's throat sounds like an agonizing, terrifying way to die. Also, while I think it is selfish to want someone to stick around rather than CTBing, it's an understandable and human reaction. I'm a firm believer that the only thing that gives life meaning is the connections we form with others, and to lose a close friend is to lose another tether to this life.
Thank you for understanding. Part of me understands her very well, it's just that I can't give up on her yet, I can't accept it yet.. there's still things that I think could help her find more satisfaction from life, she even mentioned a cool idea that could help her..
Our bond is strong as we understand each other's mental health issues, we don't judge each other and we always support one another when in need. She helped me a countless times when my mood was down.. she means a lot to me
my goodness
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, that is absolutely heartbreaking. I can truly understand why you don't want to lose another friend so soon after losing one just last year. Any idea what substance it was because there can't too many substances out there that aren't painful to some degree.
yeah, it's still fresh
I have no idea what substance it was as it was our mutual friend who told me that, and she refused to tell me the name of the substance
I got a bit mad she kept it from me as I felt like I needed to know to find full closure, but at the same time..... seeing what type of forum I'm writing this on, I don't blame her for not wanting to tell me
the substance could be SN as in my country you can just go buy it in a chem store, I still need to go get it though.. I'm nervous they would ask questions
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my own mental health shitstorm just kicked in and I wish I could die as well, life is just so unfair and so many people have to suffer