Bourbon mixed, cheap scotch(Dewars), vodka straight. Do love gin and tonic also. Used to be a craft beer enthusiast until I started wanting to get loaded asap. Atleast a half a 750ml for me daily.
Smilla
Visionary
- Apr 30, 2018
- 2,549
ge0rge
the satanic mechanic
- Jul 29, 2018
- 649
i used to drink very often but then i realized the calories in alcohol : ) are : ) not : ) the best
and i usually can't take the stuff unmixed, tastes like rat poison
and i usually can't take the stuff unmixed, tastes like rat poison
skitliv
Le mort joyeux
- Jul 11, 2018
- 485
ge0rge
the satanic mechanic
- Jul 29, 2018
- 649
I'm drinking Martell Noblige cognac right now! Ahhhhhhh! Long live the devil!
skitliv
Le mort joyeux
- Jul 11, 2018
- 485
Hi, I'm a recovering Alcoholic. Been in recovery for 17 months but 7 months sober. It's fucked my liver up but that is what drinking neat spirits for years does to you. Doing crazy shit in blackout I am surprised i' m still here to be honest but when the drinks gone you're left with you and man that can take you to some very dark places hence i' m on here. Some days I feel joy and freedom , some days I feel nothing , some days don't even want to go there.
strained03
Member
- Aug 1, 2018
- 66
skitliv
Le mort joyeux
- Jul 11, 2018
- 485
Dead_Inside
Wizard
- Jul 2, 2018
- 622
While you get started ... drink some water/Soda etc. but yeah eventually you get past the hangover stage. Then come the mid day shakes. Hahaha .... you know you have to be getting back to the bottle when that shit happens.
Mid day shakes??? Early morning shakes, only another drink stops it.
Dead_Inside
Wizard
- Jul 2, 2018
- 622
... oh damn! I figure that's still a couple months off for me ... but amusing as hell to watch me try to get the little plug into the coffee lid either way ...
Meena
Student
- Jun 7, 2018
- 138
I am not addicted to alcohol but i mix once or twice a week vodka and diet coke mixed with xanax.
I like to drink because i like self harm i do also self mutilation only in winter so nobody can see it.
I like to drink because i like self harm i do also self mutilation only in winter so nobody can see it.
I'm not sure if I can be considered an alcoholic but I previously had periods where I would drink regularly for a span of time and then lose interest.
Currently I've been drinking at least once a week for four months. I mostly drink vodka, sometimes beer. To be honest getting somewhat drunk on a Friday/Saturday night is probably the only thing I'm excited for.
Currently I've been drinking at least once a week for four months. I mostly drink vodka, sometimes beer. To be honest getting somewhat drunk on a Friday/Saturday night is probably the only thing I'm excited for.
Dead_Inside
Wizard
- Jul 2, 2018
- 622
Xanax, oxys, and vodka ..... you won't even know what the fuck you are cuttting .... broke every glass in the cabinet into little pieces with my own hands because I wanted to hurt myself some how ... next morning sucked.
Sorry for interrupt but xanax with vodka can numb the pain in such way?
How many amount of each substance is required? If it works, I plan something that pain doesn't let me perform.
Meena
Student
- Jun 7, 2018
- 138
This cocktail makes me forget my anxiety and fears. I take 4 or 5 xanax pills . Add two or three glasses of vodka.
It is enough 4 me
I don't want to cause more trouble for my mother than I already do. Otherwise I would drown myself in alcohol. I would die a very painful and slow death just like the dude in Leaving Las Vegas.
Oblivion
Wizard
- Aug 2, 2018
- 629
I would love to drink everyday, but my fucking father wouldn't let me, he's a muslim.
I would drink anything but my favorite is johnny walker's double black whiskey, its heaven on earth.
i only drink on saturdays, wish i drank more than that though
I would drink anything but my favorite is johnny walker's double black whiskey, its heaven on earth.
i only drink on saturdays, wish i drank more than that though
Dead_Inside
Wizard
- Jul 2, 2018
- 622
Well ... I suspect a bit of the physical pain is alleviated by the oxys. However, it's quite easy to "black out" on Xanax. And hell, alcohol does a good number to literally numb you mentally and physically. As long as you haven't been abusing them you should be good with 6mg .... but just do 2mg at a time of you are mixing it for the first time. Easy to just end up alseep : ) if you are lucky you will OD.
But yeah get some oxys too. They are very helpful for pain/sleep and even treat my unhappiness.
Don't drink anymore. Used to be more of a stoner actually lol.
Hey I usually don't drink, my mom would kill me if I did, but what do you recommend me to get really drunk? I need to change my brain chemistry so I can hang myself
I got wasted last weekend. It wasn't pretty. Basically an existential freak out.
ge0rge
the satanic mechanic
- Jul 29, 2018
- 649
uGH I had a bottle of wine by myself last night and it gave me violent shits and made me dry up like a prune, I've had enough alcohol for a year
Tomasnil
Mage
- Apr 24, 2018
- 519
Ooo boy been drinking lightly for a few days then o sat evening i kicked it in to high gear black out from 11pm til i wake up in my bed 9am next day now 2 days after i still feel hangover
