Venting Actually I wanted to be dead by tonight

[chillino]

Hey,
So I have my rope but not a good anchor point.
the only thought that brings me trough the day is that I wont be alive by tomorrow. However I will be and idk how to deal with that because tomorrow will be exactly the same as today.
I dont know, I am just so tired of my thoughts and my being and that I dont have anything to look forward to

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, as I always feel so tired of suffering in this torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I wish you the best.