A month ago today I ingested 20mg of SN

[IntelligentLeg]

I shouldn't be here

 

[Darkover]

20g not 20mg

 

[LookingOverTheEdge]

I shouldn't be here

I feel the exact same. It's been three weeks for me, and every day I think it should have been a done deal at that point, the time was right. Nothing has happened in those three weeks to make me feel any differently.

 

[littlelady774]

Maybe it was the brand? I think there's a certain brand of SN that people fail at here

 

[almostoutofhere]

Maybe it was the brand? I think there's a certain brand of SN that people fail at here

That's why I went with IC. Little bit pricier, but success rates seem higher. I'd rather pay extra than not being sure of what I'm taking

 

[IWantPeace99]

I just really dont understand that this can happen. You are literally flooding your system with SN. How is it possible to survive that? Maybe you blacked out and puked it all out or something, but having 20g of SN in your system and surviving without intervention. Damn.

 

[peacetime]

I shouldn't be here

What happened exactly? I assume you meant 20g.
Can you tell us step by step what happened, so that we can learn and avoid some potential point of failure. Thank you and I wish you better luck in the future if you do it.

 

[Jadzia]

I just really dont understand that this can happen. You are literally flooding your system with SN. How is it possible to survive that? Maybe you blacked out and puked it all out or something, but having 20g of SN in your system and surviving without intervention. Damn.

You need to read her previous posts that are full of inconsistencies and she didn't follow the protocol

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds so awful to me going through a failed attempt, that is what I fear. It's quite terrifying how if not done correctly methods can go wrong, but anyway best of luck.

 

[littlelady774]

@IntelligentLeg did you use tap water or bottled water? In some places (especially the US) tap water may be very acidic, (ph can be as low as 4,) and could change the nitrite to nitrate. Something to consider perhaps?

What Is Alkaline Water?

Find out what makes alkaline water different from tap water, and learn whether there's any scientific evidence to back up health claims.

www.webmd.com

 

[Yavannah]

You need to read her previous posts that are full of inconsistencies and she didn't follow the protocol

are you done shaming op in every post she makes?
you literally tell her everytime she comments how she did everything wrong and how inconsistent her documentation of her attempt was
making assumptions about her attempt based on little information she made in a distressed state and acting like you were right there
no wonder people are afraid to talk about their failed attempt when everytime someone opens up they get attacked rigorously and called names
are you aware that what you doing is bullying?
you know NOTHING about what op went through or did or didnt do because you were not fucking there!!!

 

[Judy Garland]

Just lounge around and have a lazy day. Let the time pass you quickly and then tomorrow is here. It's already the 10th of January. 10 days have passed since new year. Let time drift over you.

 

[jessisme]

Just lounge around and have a lazy day. Let the time pass you quickly and then tomorrow is here. It's already the 10th of January. 10 days have passed since new year. Let time drift over you.

The passage of time terrifies me. That means the (more distant) future is coming and my life will become infinitely worse.