50/50/50? I don’t know what to do anymore

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I'm on the fence about cbt right now, I don't know if I want to do it when in the timeframe I said I was going to, I don't know if I want to do it tonight to just get it over with, and I don't know if I don't want to do it at all. I know things will get better even if I I'm still jealous. And even then as long as he's happier than before I'll be fine. I just can't get over these conflicting feelings and it's sending me looping. I don't want to stay jealous forever but I can't stop myself. And even when I'm actively watching him fall away from me after breaking up I still can't stop this feeling. It's too much for me in all reality but I need to figure something out. I'm probably not going to ctb but I'll get pretty damn close.

 

[dallasbc]

If u are 50/50 u are not up to it, id need to be 80% sure at least before doing it.

 

[turtle2]

It needs to be 100%. You def should sleep on it