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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Venting nobody really understands
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8
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1K
relapse
relapse
CravingPeace
Discussion Do I ever want to get better?
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5
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626
CravingPeace
CravingPeace
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Venting I don't want to get better. Ever.
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5
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408
mysticatedwine
mysticatedwine
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Help When you will CTB, how do you announce the police, who do you call, what do you do, so your body doesn't rot but you also don't get rescued (SN)
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6
Views
722
Thomas599
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d-tea
Venting Anyone else always being ignored in group discussions?
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3
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1K
Marbas
Marbas
Anonymousa
Venting I don't understand how people are supposed to live for themselves
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11
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1K
56842
56842
moonflow3r
SSRIs fucked me up
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11
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833
Marbas
Marbas
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Venting The pressure to succeed (in the eyes of society) is immense
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18
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1K
tpboy
tpboy
Boots2Scoots
They call it Sunday Funday
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4
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670
Boots2Scoots
Boots2Scoots
inthebay
has anyone else committed a crime?
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54
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3K
ventingfrustrations
ventingfrustrations
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I can only observe
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0
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317
Aplev
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BlueButterfly111
Venting Being a young widow is the worst, to me!
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3
Views
806
zentiiicharcoal
zentiiicharcoal
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Help I have just paid for my order of Sodium Nitrite online and I am feeling strong feelings of guilt...
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4
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904
bobblong
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returntostardust
Venting Numbness and feeling surreal
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8
Views
790
Forveleth
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M
How painful is a Sodium Nitrite overdose
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96
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38K
Nowhereinparticular
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O
Story My plan
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3
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594
Oneiron
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avoid
Venting Yesterday night
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1
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803
OhWellDerp321
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Recent members experience with SN low dosage.
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12
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1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
emptymiku
haaahh i miss them so much i want to die
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10
Views
947
zentiiicharcoal
zentiiicharcoal
S
  • Question
How to search topics and message members - sorry if this is redundant
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5
Views
769
zentiiicharcoal
zentiiicharcoal
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SN is here.
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16
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903
waterrrrrrrrrbottel
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Story People are literally paid to harass me daily
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34
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4K
IsThisTheEnd?
IsThisTheEnd?
C
Story I wasnt meant to.be here today. Prevented from ctb, and in despair
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9
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
2
the myth of satisfaction
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4
Views
681
23421
2
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My mom asked me to wait to ctb until after she dies
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7
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836
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SchrodingerIsDed
Story sn ctb'd
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35
Views
3K
Gl1tch3d G1rl
Gl1tch3d G1rl
KillingPain267
Venting To the suicidal, often family and psychiatrists act as prison guards guarding our way out
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3
Views
546
KillingPain267
KillingPain267
melancholymoonjuice
  • Question
Non overly obvious ways to self harm?
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3
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706
dead dav
dead dav
4Kumo7
Help Wanting to harm myself
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12
Views
798
4Kumo7
4Kumo7
HereWeGo!
Venting Didn't have the guts to CTB
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10
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1K
BreakBone2BreakBond
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Chanting dread
Story Money and looks mean nothing :(
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20
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2K
PI3.14
PI3.14
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SN peaceful ?
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3
Views
511
Rymrgand
Rymrgand
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PPEH
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7
Views
878
illbedamned
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Saponification
Discussion What's your experience with therapy?
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32
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2K
bananaolympus
bananaolympus
2
Venting warmth
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0
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564
23421
2
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Opioid OD on a hotel bathtub method?
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3
Views
548
bipolar22
bipolar22
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ctb in sydney
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9
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2K
Throsby_Geneva
Throsby_Geneva
honkpilleddoomer
How to break brainstem?
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1
Views
336
ThatGuyOverThere
ThatGuyOverThere
opheliaoveragain
AFTER THIS (short film)
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4
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530
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
Gstreater
Venting TW:SH falling apart and self harm feels so good.
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0
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453
Gstreater
Gstreater
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goodbye
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22
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1K
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
C
Private message requirements???
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4
Views
397
amomentspeace
amomentspeace
LavĂ­nia
Venting lyricism, don't forget me
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0
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296
LavĂ­nia
LavĂ­nia
ForeverCaHa
Lethality of SN
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7
Views
934
cooked825
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LunarEc
Help Nembutal on some DWM, Scam or No Scam?
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24
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2K
RainAndSadness
RainAndSadness
naut
should I stay up before I take KN/potassium nitrite?
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3
Views
540
naut
naut
noatacanti2020
Venting My life is completely fucked and i see no reason in living anymore
Replies
7
Views
562
deadbidaylight
deadbidaylight
bun
Venting Infertility
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3
Views
578
deadbidaylight
deadbidaylight
divinemistress87
Get me out of here
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12
Views
786
needthebus
needthebus
~GeminiVII~
Discussion Antidepressants: do you think they're making a difference?
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30
Views
2K
Fall_Apart
Fall_Apart
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