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Suicide Discussion

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twilightSparriw
Ways to persuade myself into CTB
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8
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776
rs929
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wuaroi
Help Carotid arteries won’t work…?
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10
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2K
Oneiron
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R
Ramblings
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0
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305
Rose Mine
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lillmonix3
Governments
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2
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342
Rymrgand
Rymrgand
bumbalumba200
last fuck you
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3
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718
altkey
altkey
Jisatsu
Discussion Hopefully this is a true goodbye thread
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12
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1K
SVEN
SVEN
qualityOV3Rquantity
My stomach hurts so much, I hate being alive
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5
Views
697
deadbidaylight
deadbidaylight
Falling_apart
Venting Life is so fucking long.
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8
Views
560
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
livingonlytodie
Flying away forever.
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2
Views
477
MrBrownUpsideD
MrBrownUpsideD
Afterglow
What to do to pass the time until the day I CTB?
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8
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665
ventingfrustrations
ventingfrustrations
painter-of-sorts
Discussion I would like to leave some art behind, can you help me?
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4
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738
twilightSparriw
twilightSparriw
kinoki
Venting Tired
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2
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454
ThatGuyOverThere
ThatGuyOverThere
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Help Can someone help me source some SN for the UK. Please help. Also industrial SN vs food grade?
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3
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447
Ollyha1925
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Is anyone else permanently traumatized from being put into psychiatric wards and have that as the reason they got pushed to ctb?
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13
Views
805
Thomas Rekowicz
Thomas Rekowicz
hellworldprincess
Help How can I get antiemetics?
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6
Views
906
Jadeith
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imsotired35
Fiction books centred around suicide or self harm?
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11
Views
693
RinneOfAragon
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everywhere i look, someone is trying to downplay the effectivity of certain methods to "save" people
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22
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2K
Athina_99
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Darkover
Venting I hate waking up to this suffering every morning
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0
Views
501
Darkover
Darkover
bloomingdahlia_
Help dph and hanging
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0
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452
bloomingdahlia_
bloomingdahlia_
Geodude77
Venting Communication feels more and more pointless
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1
Views
494
notreallybored
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snooperdooper
Multiple posts about lost DMC package
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2
Views
419
grapevoid
grapevoid
M
Method Belt method?
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2
Views
803
glitterycheese
glitterycheese
Wanted Opioid
Just realized that I've been a ghost my whole life.
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11
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1K
Wanted Opioid
Wanted Opioid
shadowsandink
Just want to vent
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9
Views
793
shadowsandink
shadowsandink
hi-okbye
Resource Knots megathread - a guide
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12
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8K
chunkercat_
chunkercat_
naut
Venting Failed partial suspension
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4
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1K
paramorelover1022
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3FailedAttemptss
Venting My dad said he’d CTB and torture me in hell if I CTB within the next year??!
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13
Views
989
TheSeeker
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Crematoryy
It's useless to live without love
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7
Views
703
chunkercat_
chunkercat_
003
Method I Attempted to Hang Myself
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2
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2K
TheSeeker
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how to deal with fear of hell?
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27
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1K
TheSeeker
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HenryHenriksen_6E
Feeling mild unease at where I'll ctb
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5
Views
502
finnago
finnago
I
Looking for a Substance
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2
Views
403
IDestroyedKvatch
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CravingPeace
Venting Having previously succeeded in life, makes my current state just that more unbearable.
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12
Views
962
pleroman
pleroman
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Venting Extreme crippling anxiety, can never ace an interview and will never have a stable career and want to end myself
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3
Views
584
needthebus
needthebus
genesisofpasaqalia
and yet again it comes back
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0
Views
256
genesisofpasaqalia
genesisofpasaqalia
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Where to have fentanyl OD that isnt at home?
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0
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263
heyismeman
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ScaredGirl
Help Goodbye everyone! I love you all so much <3
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48
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7K
Yonlux
Yonlux
Darkover
Venting I hate the saying "it's the best you have ever had it"
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0
Views
596
Darkover
Darkover
opheliaoveragain
Venting lower and lower
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12
Views
979
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
eternaldeath
Venting just a shitty vent like usual
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3
Views
700
nom nom
nom nom
B
before I ctb, should I get myself checked in a psych ward without saying my planned method of suicide?
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4
Views
446
Haematemesis
Haematemesis
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Padding the rope
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2
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1K
deadbidaylight
deadbidaylight
roku6
Goodbye
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29
Views
32K
Paraskas
Paraskas
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Help SN in Spain?
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8
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1K
Lyn
Lyn
DoomedLotus
  • Question
Question about Prague Powder
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11
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2K
DoomedLotus
DoomedLotus
flkywch
why do people use SN or heroin/fent
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19
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1K
letsmakeitagoodworl
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bananemitmilch
Help Mixing SN with sugar
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7
Views
864
opheliaoveragain
opheliaoveragain
blueskied_anclear
Venting 6 months into a 12 month long online school course and haven’t submitted the first assignment yet
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2
Views
982
whywere
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Atmosphere
Story My incoherent rant/story thus far
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0
Views
749
Atmosphere
Atmosphere
Boots2Scoots
"It'll hurt us more if you're gone"
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29
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2K
WhiskeySolstice
WhiskeySolstice
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