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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
hypoxiaated
drinking my sn. this is goodbye.
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9
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851
dalemar
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rotten_hrtz
Venting Why am I afraid of dying if it's the only thing I want?
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24
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1K
rotten_hrtz
rotten_hrtz
1NoOtherWay
Poem
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1
Views
181
EternallyCold
E
Terrible_Life
Do you all also find it so surreal when thinking about committing suicide? Like you ask yourself is this all really happening right now?!
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18
Views
716
Terrible_Life
Terrible_Life
NocturnalDistortion
Help What are the ways in which hanging can fail?
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2
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541
perishsong
perishsong
T
Venting I hate new years
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4
Views
302
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Siamese Believe
I can’t beat the pointlessness of it all, we literally just suffered for nothing
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3
Views
254
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Siamese Believe
Just ordered the knife, gotta wait for it to arrive
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13
Views
433
It'sFine
It'sFine
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  • Locked
Making friends as a sex repulsed anti sex woman
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25
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1K
hellonearth144
H
HopelessBread
Venting I'm a lazy piece of shit but I just can't handle employment
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9
Views
875
stardusted
stardusted
asgoodasdead
Discussion Things to do with money before CTB
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17
Views
385
yosukelvr
yosukelvr
NocturnalDistortion
My biggest fear is not committing suicide.
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10
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345
Forever Sleep
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Is my therapist right?
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15
Views
973
Gabbi_Station
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C
Goodbye everybody, i have to go
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53
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2K
Realog11
R
Aunty_Seuss
Venting Is anybody here disabled, chronically ill, terminally ill, neurodivergent etc.
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14
Views
515
LostAllHope666
LostAllHope666
A
Discussion What are your thoughts on God and Hell regarding to suicide? do you believe in them?
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37
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1K
LostAllHope666
LostAllHope666
musingsofaghost
want to kill myself but circumstances won’t allow it
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0
Views
228
musingsofaghost
musingsofaghost
Happy Cat
Help So desperate to leave but can't find anyone to join me
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1
Views
248
idk i forgot xx
idk i forgot xx
E
waiting for something to go wrong
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0
Views
148
endlessoldierr
E
P
Venting Thinking of cutting off my testicles
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25
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2K
Ilovemyteddies
Ilovemyteddies
F
Is SN the method to go?
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4
Views
718
Realog11
R
woofwag
How sure are you that you will CTB?
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35
Views
826
woofwag
woofwag
nopurposeinanything
What does SN mean?
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4
Views
240
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
Siamese Believe
Do you ever end up accidentally talking about suicide with family?
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9
Views
289
SanagiMezamete
SanagiMezamete
darksouls2kicksass
Help Pre-CTB prep...
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6
Views
425
Realog11
R
B
I used a fake identity at a suicide crisis clinic
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6
Views
398
metfan647
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M
If you are in my situation, will you suicide?
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23
Views
1K
nolifer23
N
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Discussion How did you guys aquire SN?
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4
Views
447
DeathSweetDeath
D
coldworld
Venting anyone else
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3
Views
158
nopurposeinanything
nopurposeinanything
attackingvertical
I think Id be less sad if I could be a shut in
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0
Views
162
attackingvertical
attackingvertical
meowme0w
Venting Dunno if I should tell someone
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5
Views
407
vitbar
vitbar
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Hanging in residential park, too risky?
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2
Views
282
Exhausted546
E
O
liberating to know the answer
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0
Views
206
owarikigan
O
A
Discussion Is being locked in a mental hospital or mentally disabled center a good alternative to death or not?
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8
Views
603
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
EmptyBottle
Ye olde furnace (poem about ctb)
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2
Views
260
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
V
Autism & loneliness as a reason to CTB
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25
Views
919
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
S
Its all just pain
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0
Views
182
Suspect_Device
S
nails
Venting there's nothing
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2
Views
180
nails
nails
nintendo64
Venting I wish I could donate my life
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25
Views
956
no-hope-no-future
no-hope-no-future
amor.dor
Aun es posible obtener N en Argentina?
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4
Views
300
Realog11
R
Lilithium
Venting overthinking my plan
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8
Views
429
Lilithium
Lilithium
kufajoy
Can it be peaceful? SN with Propofol and Alprazolam
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9
Views
681
Realog11
R
C
Seroquel plus short suspension
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0
Views
108
closedeyepeace
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eggsausagerice
Venting i'm acting how i would expect an antisocial suicidal person to act but i'm not dead
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5
Views
587
meowme0w
meowme0w
E
Full suspension hanging + closed door (picture)
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26
Views
2K
Exhausted546
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E
"Countless have it worse and they're not killing themselves"
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22
Views
610
inkmage333
inkmage333
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I'm afraid of myself
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1
Views
186
Dawnfang11
Dawnfang11
mrjam
  • Question
Discussion Pins and neede]les when testing partial?
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3
Views
191
Dawnfang11
Dawnfang11
Aunty_Seuss
Discussion What do you believe will happen afterwards?
Replies
26
Views
737
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
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Help me please
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5
Views
482
Hollowman
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