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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Do social interactions throw off your mental preparedness to ctb?
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3
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370
Suicidalastronaut
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WEIRDOOOXDDDD
I survived :(
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15
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1K
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
persepexa
Help AE in the UK
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13
Views
493
persepexa
persepexa
somewhatdeadly
Venting fear of death and survival instnict
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5
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329
kitkat9234
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jerkbybile
Venting self-harm, thievery
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0
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163
jerkbybile
jerkbybile
M.O.N
SN feeling
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41
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8K
Mere9090
Mere9090
hauntyoueveryday
GOODBYE ctbing within the next hour or two
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33
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2K
hauntyoueveryday
hauntyoueveryday
LastLoveLetter
Chronic Illnesses and Physical Diseases Megathread
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369
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57K
doomedbynarrative
doomedbynarrative
DontTouchMeImFamous
Help I found a seller of Sodium Cyanide! But...
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14
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1K
carfemtanyl
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cvury
Discussion did anyone else attend an alternative therapeutic day school?
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1
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186
GodzillasBiggestFan
GodzillasBiggestFan
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SN seized at border, UK customs ruined it again
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3
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828
Mere9090
Mere9090
Goyasan
Got SN 2, Electric Boogaloo
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4
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611
Mere9090
Mere9090
Cyrene
I need help with SN
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9
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1K
Mere9090
Mere9090
nikdiedtoday
Thread for random vents/stories
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2
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219
nikdiedtoday
nikdiedtoday
BlueButterfly111
Venting Every time I go to a job interview I feel like ctb
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2
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337
Uncounted1846
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Venting I probably wont end up dead I'm not brave or legit like you guys
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7
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478
InvasionOfPublicity
InvasionOfPublicity
negi-maguro
Venting Yayy its the holidays, I'm back home with my parents but I'm miserable. I should be celebrating but I find the holidays and weekends sucks.
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2
Views
337
BlockedintheUK
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A Life of Betrayal, Abuse, and Survival
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2
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199
Jello Biafra
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paperbaghat
Discussion Is it wrong to ctb if people depend on you?
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14
Views
680
Alpacachino
Alpacachino
Sunset Limited
Method IV route for N, Thiopental and Propofol
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26
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4K
Sunset Limited
Sunset Limited
sweetdrowning
Discussion do you make an effort to keep your use of this site private?
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33
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977
inextremis
inextremis
claeasi
Venting Recovery didn't work.
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4
Views
315
claeasi
claeasi
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Venting i wish for the comfort that others receive
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5
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187
jerkbybile
jerkbybile
BlissfulEnigma
Plastic bag method that might actually be great
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8
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880
Jello Biafra
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BlueButterfly111
Story I feel so lost without my dead boyfriend
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4
Views
373
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
Busridin'26
Method Hypothermia as a method. Thoughts? Opinions? Knowledge/facts?
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4
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307
BPDvic
BPDvic
persepexa
Discussion SN from DSL arrived in UK
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17
Views
568
thefarter
thefarter
persepexa
Discussion DNP
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2
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143
persepexa
persepexa
dust-in-the-wind
There was a cbt at the beach down the street from me
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3
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274
itsgone2
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Method What did it feel like to OD?
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16
Views
865
darkandtwisty
darkandtwisty
A_Breath_Away
My Suicide Note
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3
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373
A_Breath_Away
A_Breath_Away
Defenestration
Why are you still alive?No way an incitement to suicide 🙏
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100
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3K
idontknowwhatiam
I
SadCryingBunny
Guys, I just want to Exit Death
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19
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909
Captive_Mind515
Captive_Mind515
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the waiting period
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2
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161
honeythunder
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Avril
If you were Bruce Willis, would you have opted for euthanasia?
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13
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352
DeathSweetDeath
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ineedtogetout
Story Which substance reduces si the most
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3
Views
238
Groundhog_Day
Groundhog_Day
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Venting The System Has Failed Me
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2
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347
Solaria
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M
I'm scared of quitting my remote job because of my health and because it may fasten ctb
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5
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335
RosebyAnyName
RosebyAnyName
muu
Help a couple questions about methods
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8
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507
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
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Jumping off point, Sydney Australia
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1
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211
davidtorez
davidtorez
prompt_critical
How dangerous is PSH/FSH practice?
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3
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292
Jadeith
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absolute failure
Method Rope length
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1
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255
absolute failure
absolute failure
disgusting-life
Venting I hate this
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1
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186
itsgone2
I
LonelyPrince
Discussion Painless and peaceful death
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16
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571
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
eyeswithoutaface
not even that sad
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0
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156
eyeswithoutaface
eyeswithoutaface
almondmilk
Venting i want to take off my chest. some thoughts
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3
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229
barely_afloat
barely_afloat
gothbird
KN (Potassium Nitrite) Megathread
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35
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10K
gothbird
gothbird
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Help Q’s on KN protocol & Random Q’s
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2
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847
gothbird
gothbird
eyeswithoutaface
leaving soon
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5
Views
264
eyeswithoutaface
eyeswithoutaface
Unsure and Useless
Venting Island of Joy in a Sea of Despair
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3
Views
169
justanotherbody
justanotherbody
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