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Suicide Discussion

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OldGod
Venting Just want to introduce myself and share a little of my story.
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5
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752
faust
faust
paroxyical
Venting Ive never wanted to ctb more than now
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3
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1K
paroxyical
paroxyical
BaconCheeseburger
Everyone's talking about #BeKind, but...
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8
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810
Ferret
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A
Ctb date is fixed hotel
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0
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1K
asifkhanny12345
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Haibane-renmei-reki
how accurate are the infos in lostallhope site
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23
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2K
a.n.kirillov
a.n.kirillov
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Venting Opiate users who use when they're sad..
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15
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1K
fficiallyjawshh
F
Lara Francis
Taken to many meds
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114
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8K
Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
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Method Lorazepam and Codeine
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1
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752
sangfroid
sangfroid
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Discussion I'm kind of wondering how realistic it is that they don't restrict sodium nitrite
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85
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6K
Mm80
Mm80
sellfish
Method Fatal OD?
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8
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2K
Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
K
Mathematics of life
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16
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2K
mesohappy
mesohappy
HorribleFeelings1
Venting I’m so broken that nothing helps me anymore
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5
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830
Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
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Discussion Callie Lewis (again)
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58
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6K
veren4h92l
veren4h92l
SingleSeraph
Anyone Feel Like They Can't Be Saved Anymore?
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25
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2K
Pan
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brokerofsecrets
Discussion Borderline/Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder
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3
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892
Jessamine
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paroxyical
Help sharp cutting tool?
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3
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843
JustLosingMyself
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Wish to disappear
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9
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888
highlyvolatile
highlyvolatile
BorderlineSuixide
overdose
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5
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739
Quarky00
Quarky00
Melkus2020
How far can I move after drinking SN.
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18
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2K
Quarky00
Quarky00
R
CO method by coal
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25
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2K
faust
faust
Z
I have got a few questions.
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31
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2K
snake_eater
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kat_illusion
Thoughts of suicide
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1
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721
brokerofsecrets
brokerofsecrets
A
Life hates me and WANTS me DEAD
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8
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1K
AintNoWayOut
A
Bulldogbitch
SN method
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2
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604
one4all
one4all
sellfish
Method Bathtub drowning
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9
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3K
one4all
one4all
sellfish
Method One last call for help from anyone familiar with GHB
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9
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2K
Deleted member 14386
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Venting Hesitation
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11
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1K
one4all
one4all
Whitewash11235814
My own family tried to induce paranoia
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2
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702
thecountdown
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SuicideBoys93
Venting I'm just clueless right now.
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4
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719
Hopeindeath!
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E
Beginning of my journey
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6
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930
Hopeindeath!
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Dystopic_Momento
Suicide as a civil right
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6
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1K
Dystopic_Momento
Dystopic_Momento
BPDbitch
Some last minute company?
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137
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9K
Pan
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sellfish
Method My plan with GHB and alcohol overdose
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2
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1K
sellfish
sellfish
S
Story scared to ctb
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5
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1K
samp1475
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SuicideByBelt
I have Sodium Nitrite and Meto (Antiemetic). Can I CTB without painkillers or antacid?
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3
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2K
SuicideByBelt
SuicideByBelt
itsbigbraintime
Discussion Suicidal Ideation even on good days
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9
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833
porfin1234
porfin1234
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Anyone been to the Hyatt in downtown Atlanta?
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8
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897
Lady Lazarus 2020
Lady Lazarus 2020
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I'm afraid of failing SN because I can't go to the hospital
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8
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1K
Ghost2211
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astro
Discussion What would a failed SN attempt + aftermath look like?
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7
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1K
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
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surgical scalpel blade
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3
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1K
LastRide
LastRide
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Risperidone
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2
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653
squirtsoda
squirtsoda
LifeSucks39
Method Quickest and less painful way to ctb?
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15
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3K
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
akrasia
urges
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7
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703
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
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If I ever have to get hypoxia training would that make the Debreather an unreliable method for me? Or would it probably not prolong it too much?
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4
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794
squirtsoda
squirtsoda
sellfish
Help Lethal dose of GHB
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2
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1K
sellfish
sellfish
BlackCatTalk
Alprazolam or Tafil
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1
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550
TheGoodGuy
TheGoodGuy
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Method Dilema
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5
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759
a.n.kirillov
a.n.kirillov
Moonstruck
You ever just feel different?
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11
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900
PaYo
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LostAllHope7651
So on the edge tonight
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8
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1K
Roger
Roger
DeadD
Method I need a method that will also dispose of my body so my family won’t have to
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3
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1K
C_F
C_F
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