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Suicide Discussion

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Venting This is depressing. (All in Moderation)
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2
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698
OddOne
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F
Panicking been having increasing suicidal ideation again I wish I could make this stop
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15
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993
Pan
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EricRoche
How did you spend your paycheck as a suicidal person if you live with family/parents?
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15
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3K
hatelife
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SadNoodlez
Help Most painless/fastest way to go?
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8
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2K
Pan
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Hatebeingalive
CO Poisoning
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4
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722
Hatebeingalive
Hatebeingalive
T
What countries can you by N over the counter without prescription?
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9
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2K
Heady_Cerebrum
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Abaigh
Bleeding out?
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3
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1K
Sideswipe
Sideswipe
N
Does gold metal plating/silver polish with cyanide have enough cyanide in it to kill you pretty painlessly and immediately if you chug it? See link
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3
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820
Flippy
Flippy
Daktalsnakal
Help CTB through street drugs, heroin, coke, pills, etc.
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7
Views
989
Daktalsnakal
Daktalsnakal
issyishere
Discussion Has N become unfeasible?
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16
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1K
departing
departing
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Final exit - i found it (re: nitrogen)
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12
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3K
mamiemonrovia
M
S
The nitrogen regulator i ordered
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21
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3K
mamiemonrovia
M
S
Venting Embarrassed about failed ctb attempt.
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13
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2K
voyager
voyager
TAW122
The reason that people don't really 'care' about your problems
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19
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2K
Dystopic_Momento
Dystopic_Momento
T
Anyone else wants to ctb before things get worse?
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45
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3K
TAW122
TAW122
P
Hopeless
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7
Views
687
BPD Barbie
BPD Barbie
trouble
Venting I want to CTB but the guilt is eating me alive
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8
Views
746
departing
departing
GoodPersonEffed
Curious why more people don't use gelatin capsules with SN
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16
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1K
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
rolltheblunt
Going to use Charcoal Hibachi in my Car (Carbon Monoxide)
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3
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2K
rolltheblunt
rolltheblunt
Trainwreck
Venting No good methods for me
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10
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1K
Ghost2211
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Sha70
Is Fentanyl easier to get than SN?
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8
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1K
Mizzmini45
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itsmeagain
Contemplating into doing - Where's the line?
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21
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979
itsmeagain
itsmeagain
B
Anyone here ever have an out of body or near death experience? A glimpse of the other side?
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18
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1K
clandestine
clandestine
R
Story Same old me
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1
Views
928
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
Busridin'26
Venting Just a day i dunno
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14
Views
842
BPD Barbie
BPD Barbie
GrizzlyGrapefruit
It's been decided
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17
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2K
Flippy
Flippy
Squiddy
Doomsday Clock 100 Seconds Til Midnight
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45
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2K
TheLastGoodbye
T
T
I will spend less time here
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6
Views
657
MysticPerception
MysticPerception
Blacktarheroine
Failed recovery... New plan technicalities needed
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3
Views
748
k75
k75
G
Spoke up before it was too late
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13
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982
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
Y
What makes you want to Live?
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23
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1K
BigBoiSlipKnot
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Qverty7455
I am done with hating myself 24/7. I can't bear it any longer and I will CTB in upcoming weeks. Body dysmorphobia disorder can go f*** yourself
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18
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2K
TimeToBiteTheDust
T
P
More bad days
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1
Views
459
FadeAway00
FadeAway00
Lorntroubles
How much more time are you giving yourself?
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91
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5K
_Minsk
_Minsk
lasagneass
Venting I don't know why they did that to me
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23
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1K
jgm63
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Crushed_Innocence
Venting I can't wait to get the FUCK OUT OF HERE!!! *Glad I got triggered again*
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5
Views
849
FadeAway00
FadeAway00
Abaigh
No one wants me to stay
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17
Views
1K
epic
epic
ScorpiusDragon
Help Is suicide the right solution for me?
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20
Views
1K
Kikoo Loool
Kikoo Loool
Delia
starting my SN regimen tonight
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38
Views
3K
kiki666
K
H
Discussion Your Thoughts Please - Early Childhood Trauma, neglect and Wanting to CTB
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39
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3K
GottaGo
GottaGo
O
Venting Thank You
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0
Views
947
OddOne
O
astro
How to get rid of SN?
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1
Views
714
goomsoom
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C
Venting I feel like my reasons for continuing to live are trivial
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3
Views
624
cowbain
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_Minsk
Discussion What Advice Would You Give to Your Younger Self?
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13
Views
796
S1mpleme
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Y
how many of these to kill?
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9
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2K
MsMaudlin
MsMaudlin
BasedGod
Finally accepted it
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4
Views
937
Hopeindeath!
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Tasdevil
Venting Starting to plan my methods
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4
Views
721
TAW122
TAW122
M
Help Can I do full suspension with a neck tie?
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0
Views
942
M567
M
mementomori
ill ctb soon
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9
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2K
mementomori
mementomori
ladolcemorte
Dreaming of suicide (literally)
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8
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1K
lovemelovemenot
lovemelovemenot
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