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Suicide Discussion

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BrainSplatter
  • Poll
Venting How many failed attempts have you had?
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48
Views
4K
Tarantula
Tarantula
E
Self-harm is the only thing that makes me special
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2
Views
483
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
D
Is this is what survival instincts are?
Replies
11
Views
1K
Intoxicated
Intoxicated
W
NSFW On sex, dating and love
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30
Views
2K
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
N
Tried calling a crisis hotline
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4
Views
383
UserFromNowhere
UserFromNowhere
sleepyg614
Story A poem I wrote about my experience living with chronic ideation. Sobbing and just think I’m at my limit. Love yall
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5
Views
515
UserFromNowhere
UserFromNowhere
kohaku
Story Failed SN attempt: Retrospective
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94
Views
24K
rabbitjack
R
F
Is Tor safe when ordering N
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5
Views
431
badatparties
badatparties
Bunnymmm
I flunked out
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9
Views
575
softservecaramel
softservecaramel
livingdeaddyke
Venting my life feels so ruined.
Replies
2
Views
488
just_a_guy
just_a_guy
EmpressDean
Help How to find a plug?
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1
Views
422
Eedrah
Eedrah
R
I plan to take SN at the end of the month.
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4
Views
777
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
hopelessgirl
Have to postpone my suicide
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3
Views
544
seedofnonduality21
S
O
Resource Taking SN May 15 will update during experience
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35
Views
5K
Unlucky777
Unlucky777
D
Is using Aluminium phosphide for CTB a painful idea ?
Replies
1
Views
598
Sadbanana
S
LmungNawLumYi
Venting I just arrived, can anyone talk to me? 😭
Replies
25
Views
1K
StoneBridge
S
MourningFlower
Venting Crying doesn't achieve anything
Replies
5
Views
367
whosready4tmrw
whosready4tmrw
W
Venting Got told by a psychiatrist that I have no disorder, and what I experience is what everyone experiences...
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11
Views
1K
Waylander
W
lotus11
Suicide from the perspective of those left alive?
Replies
18
Views
1K
Dead_Rose
Dead_Rose
O
Venting Am I a bad person for wanting to kill myself?
Replies
4
Views
997
fromange
fromange
yuan-A04
Venting I just want to cry a little more
Replies
1
Views
316
EternallyCold
E
NormallyNeurotic
Venting Why is everyone better than me???
Replies
11
Views
910
bigwomanbigwoman123
bigwomanbigwoman123
P
Work makes me want to ctb
Replies
0
Views
252
Parnate
P
katara
Venting Anyone else have a parent who doesn’t care?
Replies
13
Views
1K
fkyou
fkyou
dying_kwik2000
Venting Being here is making it worse
Replies
1
Views
558
fadedghost
fadedghost
m3nhera
Venting My boyfriend makes me want to live
Replies
9
Views
1K
m3nhera
m3nhera
throwawayghm
  • Question
Help Differnce between sn off of amazon and private sellers
Replies
5
Views
652
SmokingCivet
SmokingCivet
C
Helium exit bag
Replies
5
Views
2K
DeathSweetDeath
D
H
2nd and final attempt
Replies
3
Views
676
INYGTRMTFMO
INYGTRMTFMO
jes7ter
Venting it hurts how no one actually cares
Replies
9
Views
970
LittleNelson
LittleNelson
bluegodism
Venting To have everything you need to succeed
Replies
0
Views
375
bluegodism
bluegodism
H
Method Hypothermia?
Replies
3
Views
621
itsgone2
I
WEIRDOOOXDDDD
Method Need opinions on my new plan
Replies
5
Views
1K
1993
1
R
Method Potassium Chloride gummies?
Replies
4
Views
859
readytoGO!
R
NaiveRealist
  • Question
Method Would taking drugs before hanging yourself make for a painless and reliable CTB?
Replies
2
Views
691
fedup1982
F
BeautifullyDumb
Setup for hanging
Replies
3
Views
404
BeautifullyDumb
BeautifullyDumb
Dreamerfor
I'm so tired of going on like this
Replies
8
Views
831
Unlucky777
Unlucky777
trashisland
Venting long term avolition
Replies
1
Views
400
Dr.Duck
Dr.Duck
L'absent
Discussion Three Combined Methods: Is Survival Possible?
Replies
14
Views
3K
dalemar
D
just_a_guy
Discussion Secondhand trauma
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1
Views
424
XiaroX
XiaroX
Yonlux
Help Probably attempting tomorrow FSH or partial
Replies
8
Views
2K
Jisatsu
Jisatsu
whosready4tmrw
Discussion Feeling like you’re faking it.
Replies
5
Views
615
whosready4tmrw
whosready4tmrw
annxietty
self harm
Replies
6
Views
1K
underairpressure
underairpressure
Siamese Believe
Sometimes it’s hard for me to fully comprehend non-existence, the fact that I will never exist ever again, no second chances
Replies
4
Views
663
badatparties
badatparties
TAW122
[Article] The Inevitability of Breadcrumbs… (pertaining to CTB)
Replies
4
Views
943
TAW122
TAW122
notevenhere
Does it matter to be loved when you don’t feel loved?
Replies
0
Views
176
notevenhere
notevenhere
AloeGarten
Method xanax and alcohol?
Replies
5
Views
572
nobodycaresaboutme
nobodycaresaboutme
Siamese Believe
I’m so glad the supernatural isn’t real
Replies
15
Views
877
itsgone2
I
fkyou
Discussion I'm literally just staying to be miserable
Replies
7
Views
397
Timelapse
Timelapse
fkyou
I wish I had a good looking boyfriend like everyone lucky in this planet
Replies
2
Views
270
Siamese Believe
Siamese Believe
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