Venting I just want to cry a little more

[yuan-A04]

People i called friends, like really, people where i felt like i could conect with them. Then i wanted to open up a bit more, u said something they didnt like and they disregarded my opinion, laughed at me and now dont exist more for them as a person just a joke. I want to cry my tears wont come out and my eyes hurt, i just wanted to feel like i belonged somewhere and that there where some people that could understand and acept me but now i just dont know what to think. Now am affraid, its nlt the first time i open up to people but almlst always i get hurt

 

[EternallyCold]

Im sorry to hear that you feel so hurt and betrayed by people you considered friends. I can imagine that it's probably very painful and lonely to not feel accepted, supported and understood. Sounds like this is has been an issue for you and your fear of being hurt again makes you don't want to open up to others, which only makes you feel more isolated