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Suicide Discussion

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_Minsk
Discussion What made you think about ctb the first time?
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67
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3K
Cherrypea
Cherrypea
KiraComplex
Discussion what moment (like instant) “sparked” your will to die?
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24
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1K
KiraComplex
KiraComplex
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Ketamine (or similar) and drowning?
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8
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1K
Indeed
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ghostspace
Help how do you know if you’re having a breakdown
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20
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1K
Insertname1
Insertname1
toms_space_station
Thoughts on SN (Without other meds?)
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2
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570
toms_space_station
toms_space_station
Insertname1
At my friends earlier.
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5
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548
Insertname1
Insertname1
Insertname1
Just a reminder
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0
Views
378
Insertname1
Insertname1
MrBigSad
Venting Missing mania
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3
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621
MrBigSad
MrBigSad
Drowning fish
Venting From searching love to selling it
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29
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2K
Disappointered
Disappointered
Futile
Anyone else feels like they're being forced to ctb?
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36
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2K
Conker
Conker
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Help When you recieve SN is the package obvious?
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21
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1K
voidman
voidman
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Why do you want to exit?
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18
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888
greebo6
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Method Hey guys! Thoughts on chloroform?
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5
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1K
Meditation guide
Meditation guide
bumoshi
Help hey please help
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2
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965
greebo6
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Insertname1
time i feel worst
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9
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549
MrBigSad
MrBigSad
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I kind of feel like happiness doesn't belong to me.
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5
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537
pickajack
pickajack
xLosthopex
Discussion Which would be easier for my parents?
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21
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2K
sadworld
sadworld
LoveMePlease
How to pick a ctb date
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5
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903
ezra_
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P
Method Has anyone had any luck with DIGNITAS?
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20
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2K
Insertname1
Insertname1
parasytes_
Should I Send A Message to This Person or No?
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27
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2K
parasytes_
parasytes_
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Anyone live without tv or internet at home?
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22
Views
900
NeverGoodEnuff
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Squiddy
Discussion Does anyone else get these intense periods of hopelessness where you feel you have to ctb right then and there?
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78
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3K
Squiddy
Squiddy
C
Survival instinct and therapy
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4
Views
647
nitroautnz
nitroautnz
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Venting Feeling very sad for someone.
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12
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1K
cyberlordsumit
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Discussion Un/une francaise sur ce forum ?
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3
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1K
Lobo64
Lobo64
C14
Drugs that suppress SI
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18
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1K
yetme
yetme
BipolarGuy
CYANIDE being openly sold in SUPERMARKET!!!!!
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74
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4K
ending80
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BitterlyAlive
Feels like I'm so close.
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21
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1K
BitterlyAlive
BitterlyAlive
bumoshi
Venting Boku? Atashi?
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2
Views
438
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
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Venting So much time has passed
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4
Views
544
TheQ22
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SHThrowAway213
I can't comprehend not existing
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28
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1K
Life sucks
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How long before SN should meto and Tagamet be taken?
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6
Views
834
Silver
Silver
D
Venting I'm having suicidal thoughts, again
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2
Views
942
VIBRITANNIA
VIBRITANNIA
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Discussion Dreaming about suicide
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3
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471
Ijustwantpeace
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TreizKhushranata
Why don’t the busybodies who lurk realize they’re the villains of the story?
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27
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1K
checkouttime
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Anyone refuse to get professional help?
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28
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1K
JackieInTheBox
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Ketamine for depression
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4
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527
Impossibledream
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LoveMePlease
Your kidding me
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65
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5K
GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed
StuckAF
Resource SN in Germany
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3
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1K
Zhontafly
Zhontafly
Dark Spring
There are ways to prepare those around us so that they do not suffer too much when CTB?
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3
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1K
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
E
Venting far too long
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3
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583
StateOfMind
StateOfMind
Rue89
Venting I just had a sad thought
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8
Views
846
WornOutLife
WornOutLife
allym101
Why is dying so hard?
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14
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1K
TheQ22
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darlingclementine
Bipolar, lonely and suicidal
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7
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1K
Good4Nothing
Good4Nothing
bumoshi
Venting huh...
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2
Views
546
almost_dead
almost_dead
islima
I want to CTB
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5
Views
637
islima
islima
allym101
Where can I even find SN?
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4
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557
DyingAlf
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LoveMePlease
Just wanna catch my bus already...
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2
Views
569
virginiawoolf86
virginiawoolf86
LoveMePlease
Should i erase data on my hardrive and phone
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20
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1K
http-410
http-410
foreverotting
Method Question about method
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5
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707
TheQ22
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